blackpimples

2006-06-25T19:14:00.000+08:00

This is a post to depress every single one;

School's starting once again.

2006-06-13T16:47:00.000+08:00

WORLD CUP AH. sorry i abit outdated.

Germany 2 - 0 Costa Rica
Paraguay 0 - 1 England
Ivory Coast 1 - 2 Argentina
Italy 2 - 0 Ghana
Poland 0 - 2 Ecuador
Trinidad & Tobago 0 - 0 Sweden
Holland 1 - 0 Serbia & Montenegro
Mexico 3 - 1 Iran
Angola 0 - 1 Portugal
Czech Republic 3 - 1 USA
Australia 3-1 Japan

Well, I predicted the score for Italy and Ghana and it was correct! Haha, smart ah! :D Anyway, just for your own information, im flying off tomorrow to the uk. (:

Departure date: 14 June 2006
Carrier: Thai Airways - Singapore/Bangkok/London
TG 410 8.40pm/10.00pm
TG 910 1.10am/7.15am
Meet at 6.30pm at Row 3 Terminal 1.

Arrival date: 23 June 2006
Carrier: Thai Airways - London/Bangkok/Singapore
TG 917 9.30pm/3.05pm
TG 401 7.15pm/10.35pm

Oh well. See you guys on the 23rd then! :D

2006-06-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

To serve, to strive and not to yield.
Emotions were stirred,
but we persevered.
We kept going,
without stopping.
Expeditions were tiring,
but we kept trying.
Food was unedible,
but we still ate.
Tired and weary,
we were on our way home.
Tears of joy and sadness,
we will miss each other.

Thanks Kenn our dearest instructor although we couldnt find you when we left, thanks for always being there for us and although we were late for night walk you didnt scold us. Thanks for making me Lemsip max and all of us Milo, Ovaltine and both combined in the morning. You just rock. Crescent's Chengho loves you! (:

Thanks lydiawati, jocelyn, liling, genevive, melody, adilah, darshana, nicole, claire, yiying, amelia, lily, liwen, michelle and peihoon! I love you guys! Its just sad that we only became really united after that pep talk by Kenn, but we managed on the last day really well didnt we! I will try to plan to send all our OBS shirts for printing! (:

The memories, the friends, the lessons learnt, the experiences, the determination, the endurance, the perseverance, the love, the will, the passion. We overcame everything. I will miss OBS and ChengHo' 29May-2June. <3

2006-05-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

i lay in my bed thinking of us and how i'm gonna be without you, crying. i guess tonight's just one of those nights where i'll cry myself to sleep again. sometimes i really wonder, do you still think of me when you open your eyes, when the sun shines into your bedroom?

no one can quite understand what kind of love adrenaline i go through in every single cell of mine every single day, you know. i try so hard to contain myself. i don't want to suffocate you, i don't want you to get tired of me. i really don't want.. you to leave me.

you see how important you are to me now? i don't wanna be without you!

2006-05-28T01:46:00.000+08:00

seven random facts about me
1. IM SHORT
2. IM FAT
3. IM UGLY
4. I LOOK LIKE A LION
5. I SCREAM
6. I wear HAIRBANDS
7. I ~~DONT~~ do wear earrings.

seven celebrity crushes
1. Jonathan Rhys Meyers
2. Rain
3. The SPANISH guy in lie with me!
4. The yuanyi in ER MO ZAI SHEN BIAN!
5. AH MENG in ER MO ZAI SHEN BIAN! [not the orangutan.]
6. I CANT THINK OF ANYMORE LAH.

Seven qualities I want in a potential boyfriend/girlfriend:
1. NO NEED LAH. As long as he loves me for who I am, (:

Seven things that scare me:
1. Cockroaches
2. Lizards
3. Jellyfishes!
4. Crows [cos me and shimun saw a dead one.]
5. People with HUGE eyeballs.
6. When my brother does random stuff in his sleep.
7. KWAN.

Seven random songs at the moment:
1. Somewhere only we know
2. Wherever you will go
3. Letters to you
4. Suspension
5. Embers and envelopes
6. Ready and waiting to fall
7. Save me

Seven things I like the most:
1. HEH
2. My ipod
3. Bubble tea!
4. MOS' corn soup! MMM YUM!
5. MOS' fish burger! MMM YUM!
6. My wonderful yet crazy family
7. My classmates and friends.

Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. Love him more and more. (HEH.)
2. Travel the world
3. Tell my parents that I love them
4. Trust God that heWat will provide,
5. Find a cure for cancer
6. Watch horror movies ALONE.
7. Catch all those PSYCHO criminals and counsel them.

Seven things I say the most:
1. OH MY GOSH,
2. OH BOY.
3. ALL THE BEST MAN, BEST.
4. WAH SO SHIOK AH.
5. WHAT THE HELL!
6. (:
7. SIAUGINA.

YAY YAY YAY YOU ARE AWAKE!

2006-05-28T00:54:00.000+08:00

Ok. Now is 12.50AM. In approximately 1 day, 7 hours, 40 minutes, I will be at Punggol Point Jetty waiting to BOAT off to Pulau Ubin for my Orh-Bee-S course. Sigh, I think its going to be a really really good experience. I have to admit, i have this phobia that I will be in a watch with someone I dont like. But this course is for me to overcome all this crap right? I will toughen up emotionally and physically! But i have a freaking phobia of jellyfishes, so I can go jump off the building. I will miss;

- my parents.
- my irritating brother.
- him.
- my music.
- my plushie plushie.
- my toilet bowl which i sit on in the morning for VERY LONG, well partly cause I sleep on it when im too tired in the morning and rest my head on the toilet paper holder. HAAH.
- random shrieks from my MOM.
- my brother pestering me to sleep in the same room as him.
- calls from that special someone.

Oh dang. Some people like taydixin are too paranoid about OBS. She bought like what 3 army repellents, sandfly net. My god, you are so pampered lahh you! Im done packing my stuff already! And i have mixed feelings about going for OBS loh. ORBEES. SIGH. Anyway, I have better go and sleep now, church tommorrow. YAY! (:

Cancer.

2006-05-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

I cant stand the fact as to how cancer is taking millions of lives. And i mean, millions. My grandad, granduncle, 2nd aunty. Cancer is appearing everywhere on the human body. Tongue, stomach, heart, lung, cervix, etc. Well i decided to blog about this after reading the HOME article about Joan Chan Shu Fan. She's a student at RJC and just passed away due to tongue cancer. People may think that cancer only happens to people who are maybe above 30. But look at how young she is, it is just like one minute she's sitting with you in class, laughing at the teacher's retarded's face. And the next minute, she has to use a respirator to even breathe. I think that cancer patients really have an ordeal to go through and its tough without support from their family and friends. I dont wish to rake this up, but cancer patients turn out to be very strong and determined in my eyes. Take aunty pearl for example, she has fought with cancer for a very very long period of time. But no matter how many times it comes back, she still fights until the end when God finally wants to bring her up to live with Him. Its glad to see how many cared and prayed really hard for her.

Joan Chan also had great support from her friends and family. Her old secondary school friends set up a blog just to keep the public updated. Its just awesome seeing fellow brothers and sisters-in-Christ are praying for her despite not even knowing her. She has fought well, and God has taken her up to live with Him. Cancer takes away the most unexpected lives. One moment she is laughing with you about how you liked that RJC guy, and the other minute she's using a respirator to breathe. Maybe I can be the one, to find a cure for cancer. But it seems pretty impossible, but no harm trying.

Cancer patients out there, Im praying. Keep fighting the battle.

2006-05-25T19:37:00.000+08:00

Over the lido, hedge. Try interpreting that. After mass lecture, went to Lido with AH-MUN to watch over the hedge, lido. Couldnt decide over pastamania or mcdonalds. Well, you know where we went. Pastamania too high class already! Went to topshop, forever 21 and tried clothes which we all returned! I freaking look like a whore in those skimpy clothes. HAH. Like those woman who PURPOSELY allows cheegopeks to look up their marvellous skirts. But there was this army green skirt which looked really nice! But a freaking $48 when i only had like WHAT $10?! But nevertheless, lido is cold. And its empty. AH-MUN says a lot people make out in lido. HINT HINT. The chairs were rocky and bouncy. And i swear, AH-MUN look like a little kiddy bouncing with her nestle toll cookie in hand. The lil porcupines are KAWAIIIIIII. I dont have an affinity with the medium sized drink which was HUGE. Next time, dont buy drinks from Mcdonalds, buy from Shaw. I almost dropped it after paying for it. And it almost fell when i sat in the cinema. Sorry my dear drink. Oh well, Im studying history. So toodle-doos.

What a whore.

2006-05-21T03:25:00.000+08:00

Haha this is a long time ago. On the tuesday when i went out for OBS shopping. But anyway, this is the 180th post! :D I look like an auntie in all of them ah hah.

I FREAKING LEFT MY SWEET AT STARBUCKS.

I LOOK SO HAPPY! (: credit goes to sandra :D

2006-05-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

Kiss by j-entercom, damn good.

2006-05-20T14:01:00.000+08:00

I dont know why but i just feel sad that you are going out tommorrow and i cant be there. I cant stop you either because like that your life will be unfair and i will be controlling it. So i dont think i should do that, so have fun.

The determination to work hard is in progress(:

2006-05-18T20:26:00.000+08:00

I GOT 8 FOR MY L1R5!
I AM SO HAPPY FOR MYSELF!
bullshit.

2006-05-16T19:38:00.000+08:00

OBS SHOPPING<3

Haha. Met SHIAN, SANDRA AND LYDIA at queenway shopping centre. I woke up late, cos my smart alarm clock died. I was SUPPOSED to meet them at 11.30AM and i woke up at 11.33AM. HAHAHA. But they are nice people and im forgiven(: Bought my white and blue FBTs, adidas shoebag. I wanted to buy a bottle, but i remember i have a pink bottle with someone. (: Walked around before cabbing to holland to go to FOS. Went to guardian to buy mouthrinse and tigerbalm. Went to party with us where i bought willy wonka that powder thing. I BOUGHT TWO! (: Sandra bought some fried worms. YUCK, damn sick. I tried one, taste like EWWW. Haha, went to starbucks where sandra,lydia,yinshian bought vanilla frappe, and i bought mocha frappe which was PRETTY MUCH BITTER. haha. Left for orchard on 111, and i realised i left my POWDER THINGY AT STARBUCKS. sighhhhh.

Walked around town from PARAGON where we were looking at bikinis, to HEEREN where i bought 3 hairbands, gummies. to CINELEISURE where i changed $5 worth of tokens. We played house of dead, the 3-puck game, and parapara both leg and hand. HEE HEE. DAMN FUN! Yinshian play para para like robot like that. HAHA. Lydia damn GOOD at the leg one. Stopped by cheers to buy food to eat, left for home.

Exam results coming out tommorrow, guides photo-taking. AIYOYO.

Yesterday;

Poseidon rocks. Went to tiong for poseidon with charmaine, shuyun, shian. I cried when i thought the little boy died and when the IDONTKNOWHISNAME sacrificed himself, i thought he was going to die. ): Overall, good show. Learning journey before that. Yamashita is Dixin and Lixin's boyfriend. Haha, went to labrador, ford factory and kranji memorial. I think kranji memorial is damn meaningful and me and dixin walked around and felt sad for those who were nameless.

2006-05-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

thanks<3

2006-05-12T14:42:00.000+08:00

I AM GOING TO PUNCH darrell CAUSE THAT KANASAI PERSON, LAST MINUTE SAY HE GOT THAT KANASAI TUITION AND THATS WHY I KANASAI HAVE TO FREAKING STAY AT HOME. YOU WATCH OUT AH! YOU OWE ME SOMETHING NOW. SOMETHING. ANYWAY, obs shopping is on tuesday! Im going with yinshian, maybe vera and dixin. Anyone else wants to go? I think i definitely need more than a $100 to buy all my stuff lah can! Anyway, flashback.

Wednesday;

A maths paper was the last dreaded paper of the mid-years and it was quite average lah. But the fun of it was AFTER the paper duh. Me, dixin, charmaine and gowri took a bus to orchard. Clarabelle and yinshian were only coming later. HAH, we took 132 and somehow ended up AWAY from cineleisure and at far east plaza. But anyway, at far east there were 3 fast food restaurants. Subway, Burger King and KFC respectively. But here's the thing; Charmaine was anti-burgerking and dixin was just unwilling to eat chicken and thinks that kfc is evil. But anyway, we ate burgerking and charmaine was about to step in and i STOPPED HER.

"i thought someone anti-burgerking?!"
"but but but"
"OUT OUT OUT!"

haha but somehow i let her in lah. i ate the breakfast meal and dixin did the same and i suggested to it first and she freaking scolds me for copying her. i swear, i cant remember what happened but charmaine ended up having to talk in proper english. like those traditional english-style. and dixin said her nose was itchy and there was this huge radius around her. she should thank god her burger didnt take flight. when we were about to leave, this salesman approached us [or rather me.]

"excuse me maam!" then he started blabbering and blabbering and handed me a calvin klein perfume bottle! Well, i thought i was getting it for free! Yah, but he said something about it costing erm $129.90. I was like WHAT THE! But he said since we are his first customers in that area, he then gave gowri, charmaine and dixin each a bottle and said im charging you $39.90. WHOA, DAMN CHEAP LAH. but i didnt bother to waste money and ended up paying $2.50 for some NATURAL LYCHEE HONEY which costs $15 in supermarkets. I think i got scammed. HAH, gowri later told me that she was like 'why sherilyn gets it and we dont!' when he passed the bottle to me first. HARDEEHA, you know why? cos im pretty. (:

Walked to cine, and we saw this group of guys who were like so gay and dixin was smiling until her face turned red outside scotts. went through orchard underpass and there was this HUGE ROW of jockey advertisment. If you dont know what that is, a guy showing us his underwear. yeah, HAH dixin was pushing me against it. Then i ran like some headless chicken! Bought tickets for MI3 and went to the arcade to rot. I swear, dixin CANNOT play crazy taxi LOR. I played first, then she was like

"SHERILYN, why you cannot drive properly one!"

My god girl, something wrong with your childhood learning ah! The word crazy means you are not supposed to drive properly lah! HAIYO. Anyway, orchard was flooded with crescentians north-south-east and west. Saw people like choongyee, nifong, sijing, bernette, seniors, etc. Watched Mi3 but yinshian and clarabelle didnt pick up the phone. So after about 30 mins, they called me and i went out to pass the tickets to them. I swear, JONATHAN RHYS MEYERS is so hot he makes me sweat. There was this kanasai farfield methodist guy behind me who kept leaning forward towards me like i could feel it lah. Like some cheegopekxzz.

Walked around cine and changed out back to my Hwachong shirt and we went to eat at the Taka B1 area. I ate the japanese noodles with egg and cheese. Fattening, but yum. Ate Mango Gelato and KOPE-d yinshian's yoggi and clarabelle's strawberry. Dixin was attempting to pull my shorts when i said she was missing her boyfriend cause she had those depressed look and hugging her schoolbag. LOL. Went to mango and topshop to look-see look-see. We then went to HMV to buy yinshian's cd. And i spotted burn the floor on the teevee screen! And well, dixin panicked.

Shimun SMSed me that she was THE GREAT WHITE SHARK and her ANGMOH BOYFRIEND. Being the usual auntie me, i ran like some siau-kia. Like what yinshian said, she felt like she was Tom Cruise saying ZOU KAI ZOU KAI in MI3. And now, i owe Yinshian, Clarabelle, Dixin, Gowri and Charmaine one box of godiva chocolates each. One box costs like $129 lah can! So oh my god. We ran to starbucks but GWS ran away. Went to surfer girl and we were trying on handbags and being some rich taitai. Yinshian spotted some beanies, so we were all like super retarded in front of the mirror. Oh well. Got somewhat lost in Wisma. Took the train home and everyone was going the same way! Urban legends and Ghost stories such as how a girl was raped in raffles place mrt when we were standing there. How a dog was skinned and all that. Haha, we say bye to charmaine but she told us to only say it when she was about to leave. So i went 1,2,3. Me yinshian and clarabelle said BYE. Well, the train was staring at us. HAH, gowri and dixin were too high-class to do it. I swear, my legs were damn tired.

Well, after a long day. My legs broke into a million pieces, went online and played xbox. (: Was excited about the next day, but.

Thursday;

I was taking such a long time as to whether i should go to school but i decided to cos there was phototaking. But anyway, it was the MOST horrible day ever. I suffered under the sun for 1h cos it seemed like other than me and shimun, lixin, shuyun, charmaine, grace about half the cohort skipped the inter-house games. Well, jokes and stories in the toilet. The sec 2s were freaked out, then they thought there was some illegal gang gathering lah! HAH, phototaking was fun! I stood next to shimun and we did the PUSHUP BRA for fun shot. Had OBS briefing, and I NOT STUPID TOO screening! Haha, and some In-school Place Protection SHIT. Went home with gowri and yinshian. (: Cleaned up the whole house in the afternoon until i was sweating until siau, then played xbox at 8 until 1. (:

Well, this has to be the longest post ever. HAH.

2006-05-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

Im being freaked out.

Anyway, KAP today with Shimun and Gloria[who came later]. Gloria is such oh-im-such-a-kewt-widdle-thingy. And darrell brought my HWACHONG shirt to KAP. (:
I ate Chicken Fan-tastic and somehow lost appetite and dumped it. GASP. Oh well, I mugged for chemistry. And BY THE WAY, my 's' key is spoilt. So excuse me if i got any typo errors!

Eating my dinner which freaking looks like baby food! HAH. But the chicken rocks. :D I LOVE MY MUM (:

Baby, its you.

2006-04-30T22:14:00.000+08:00

AHA. IM MAKING CONTACT WITH SO MANY EX-PEIHWA PEOPLE! (:

sayitloudandproudDOTASUCKS. IM TELLING YOU, TA DE JIAN MAO IS JUST FREAKING DAMN BLOODY GOOD I TELL YOU. LARDEELAH. IM MUGGING LIKE SHIT. BUT I FINISHED ALL MY SOCIAL STUDIES CHAPTERS IN ONE DAY AH! I ROCK RIGHT. I GOT BLISTER ON MY THUMB ALREADY LORXZXZ. BE PROUD OF ME!

AH FREAK, I OWE SHIMUN 100G OF MUSHROOM LUNCHEON JUST BECAUSE I PS HER TO GO TO KAP LAH, NOT MY FAULT I CANT GO RIGHT! I SWEAR, DONT SIT NEAR US. WE WILL START FLINGING ALL THE MEAT AT YOU! PLOP. MM, YOU WILL SMELL SO FREAKING GOOD AND YUMMY.

3G3! AFTER EXAMS GO TOWN AND WATCH MI:3 OKAY OKAY?! OKAY. OR WE CAN GO WATCH R21 MOVIES AND FREAK OUT TOGETHER. EWWW. SHERILYN HAS A PERVERTED MIND. I LOVE G3! :D

2006-04-29T17:18:00.000+08:00

亲爱的总有些事没办法教
表错情的感觉有一点糟
赖着不走会让人很感冒
以上这道理我全都了
我将不该犯的错都默背好
仔细观察她的喜好
而我紧绷的外表
向上紧后的发条
等她的答案揭晓

她的睫毛弯的嘴角无预警的对我笑
没有预兆出乎预料竟然先对我示好
她的睫毛弯的嘴角用眼神对我拍照
我戒不掉她的微笑洋溢幸福的味道

有些是没办法教
表错情的有一点糟
赖着不走会让人很感冒
以上这道理我全都了
恋爱的方式无法拿笔来抄
也没有规则可以取巧
被动的缘分很不可靠
喜欢的对象要自己挑

她粉嫩清秀的外表
像是多汁的水蜜桃谁都想咬
她嘴上亮丽的唇膏
有一股自信的骄傲我看得到

I AM FREAKING IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG! <33333

2006-04-27T18:40:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH GOSH GOSH, I NEED THE FREAKING LAST SONG. (:

2006-04-27T18:24:00.000+08:00

IM HYSTERIC.

IF YOU ARE A GUY, DONT SCROLL DOWN.

Oh whatever you freaking spell it. Went to KAP today with shimun again. It was damn hilarious i tell you! Uhm, we bought mushroom luncheon [100g] from cold storage lah! Then shimun split one piece into two, then she started flinging it around.

"WHAT YOU DOING? YOU THINK YOUR BOOBS AH!"

And i tell you that boob has a freaking lot of n******. I mean like duh, cos there's like mushroom bits on that freaking piece of luncheon. Oh well. Tommorrow is the freaking mid-years, and i think i am so doomed. Well despite the fact that tommorrow's paper is english. I got back my SS test results, and i flunked it. Ok, maybe not. I got 6/12. WOW. Let me tell you the comments.

'Sherilyn, Your links are rather good! Keep that up! However, read the question carefully before you start as it asked for consequences of conflicts, not reasons for conflicts"

UGH. Then when i approached her, she told me that I could have gotten an a1 if i didnt mess the freaking question up! And i cant believe it but out of 12, my class 'MSG' is 5. WOWWW. Somehow I just cant do well for social studies and everything. But my bio, english, chem, is quite okay lah. So I just have to look at my weak points and work harder on them! (:

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE HAVING MID YEARS! (:

2006-04-24T18:30:00.000+08:00

Whats with us being the pioneer batch for every single thing that we do!

I think I will now blog about more relevant stuff instead of what I do every single day. Today, Mr Gary Tan [see, im polite] talked to us about m-learning and the Os. For your own information, m-learning is my school's tablet project thing. And supposedly, my batch is the first in the world to start this project. Whats with the government always doing 'experiments' on my batch! First, it was PSLE that we can only choose our school after the results are out. The BCG being get rid of. And now, the O levels are being pushed forward 1-2 months ahead so that we will start school on January 2008 and skip the first three months. ARGH, unfair!

This means that we have to adapt to all this changes! Now our ten-year-series are being changed to five-year-series! You already shorten our time to study and prepare for the O-levels, and to add fuel to the fire, you give us lesser practice questions! WHAT IS THIS?! Anyway, without the three months, we wont be able to get the 2 bonus points. Does it mean that all the schools' admission points will be lowered? This is really unfair! AH. All the changes have to be 'experimented' with us! Seriously, one or two changes is just fine but PUSHING THE EXAM FORWARD, STARTING SCHOOL EARLIER, FIVE-YEAR-SERIES, this is freaking unfair.

Anyway, life is unfair. Especially to my batch, the pressure is setting in. My batch means the whole entire secondary 3 [currently] throughout Singapore. DUH, except those who are in the Integrated Programme [IP]. I dont mean to attack anyone but its so bloody unfair. The teachers are like putting SOOOO much pressure on us! The school, Cambridge. AH DAMN.

ANYWAY, I thought I could type out my UK trip stuff for you guys to see how i suffer gosh. IRONIC isnt it?! I PAY TO GET TORTURED. HMM, here goes;

The price of $2,600 includes
- return air tickets
- all expenses at Dale Fort Study Centre [includes food, lodging and study materials]
- land transfers
- airport taxes
- travel insurance
- IN twin-sharing accomodation at a tourist-class hotel in london
- 1 breakfast and 1 dinner in london

We will spend 5 days in Dale Fort Study Centre, and the other 5 touring around London.

Day 1 Introduction to Pembrokeshire
- general introducion to Pembrokeshire and the factors influenceing its physical and human geography

Day 2 Coastal Geomorphology
- To identify and explain the formation of a number of coastal erosion and depositional features including stacks, arches, caves, blowholes, wave-cut platforms, swallow holes, faulting and folding.

Day 3 Coastal Processes
- To investigate coastal processes occuring on a pebble storm beach at Newgale Sands [erosion, transportation and deposition]

Day 4 Coastal Management
- Identify the need for management of coastal areas, and explore the range of options available together with their effectiveness.

Day 5 Depart

IM TELLING YOU. WE HAVE HOMEWORK FOR EVERYDAY OKAY! TAKE FOR EXAMPLE DAY 2;

Produce a detailed annoted map of the route, explaining the formation of each of the features observed and any changes which may be encountered in the future.

UGHH, IM FEELING SICK! ):

2006-04-20T19:37:00.000+08:00

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever. And he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said.

You're not pretty you're beautiful. I dont want to be with you forever i NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldnt cry if you walked away, I'd die.

OMG, so sad please! ): I went to CCAB with constance today to watch gym competition. HEE HEE, i sound like a cheegopekxzx. HAHA, its damn hilarious i tell you! ALL THE LEOTARDS AND EVERYTHING! can see the ____ and those yeah, you know. Slacked there from like 2.30 - 6! GOSH, haha but hwachong won! (: erm all division got 1st. even A div for HC girls got gold. COOL HUH! gym is so fun! JUMP JUMP JUMP ON THE TRAMP.

there was also a hockey match going on! like between all the JCs. At first it was, SAJC and PIONEER JC then NJC and INNOVA. yeah! and then ACJC and i dont know what. there was basketball between CEDAR and QUEENSTOWN when i was leaving! i saw jon quek AGAIN. plop. ANYWAY, i want to join a sport in JC. like hockey or gym! (: ugh, but NJC's gym aint that good. BUT HWACHONG ONE IS! haha, dream on lah me. MUG MUG MUG.

COUNTDOWN TO MIDYEARS. 7 FREAKING DAYS!

2006-04-17T18:23:00.000+08:00

i saw bingxiang today at KAP, what the hell. _ _ _ _ _ _ couldnt stand them, HAH. so noisy lah. (:

OH WELL, i have to go mug liaoxz. But i will go for a 15 mins SLEEP first. Tommorrow is a long long long day, got tuition at NIGHT. yawns. MUG MUG MUG.

i am now a MUGGER, goodness gracious. HARDEHAH, jevon and chingto are STUCK in the BOARDING SCHOOL. hah, TRALALALA. THE AMAZON BASIN SO POOR THING CAN! ): I JUST BOUGHT A $20 TOP UP FOR MY HI! CARD, GOODNESS IM BROKE. ): MONEY CRISIS.

2006-04-16T17:08:00.000+08:00

my phone has kindly been confiscated.

for more, please call at my home number.

ask around if you really want it.

2006-04-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

My study topic of the weekend is Geography. So lets see,

Geography is the study of the Earth's physical features and the people, plants and animals that live in different regions of the world: a geography teacher/ lesson.

BARGH, Im tired of mugging late into the night liaoxz. Ok, basically yesterday, my dad confiscated my phone. ): Well, he bought me French Fries, so I was munching away, then I saw him with a bunch of letters [bills]. I went ‘OH SHIT.’ Then, he knew! So he was ripping it apart. Sigh, so you know where my phone has gone AGAIN. This time, I reached a limit of 1036. When my smart plan only allows me to have a limit of 360. THAT IS LIKE 12 SMSes a day. Seems a lot huh? But NO. I swear, Im dying with this plan here!

Here’s the irony, I had a 1000 SMS, 30-mins talktime PLAN, but I exploded it on talktime and thus my dad switched it to a 360 SMS, 3h20mins talktime PLAN. And now, Im exploding it on SMSes. AH, shoot me. But, either way, both plans suck. It is either too little talktime OR SMSes. EEE, I cant call him anymore ): TRALALALA, did I mention that CCA has been cancelled?! OH HO HO, im so exceptionally happy. But it kind of suck, cos in some way I still have to stay back in school for extra lessons/tutorials/remedials. So, shoot me again!

Anyway, I learnt how to cook YUMMY fried bee hoon. Yes, and the ultra-kind chingto has volunteered to teach me how to cook YUMMY Maggi Mee. Let’s cheer. Haha, the dream that Constance made was hilarious. Something like her scolding Chingto, he crying and then ran away, she made up [not made out!] with him by seeing him kill a lizard in the toilet. HAHA. Constance definitely makes retarded dreams. But everyone does, like how Shimun commanded thousands of dogs to sit and stand. And how I took 970 and ended up in Malaysia without my passport. And how I was eating a roast duck in Crystal Jade before the funfair which begins at 7am. HAAH, I swear, dreams are retarded.

But I really want some to come true! (: Like when I went with him to the beach! HEH, I think there’s something wrong with me and dictionary definitions. Lets see the definition of dream;

Something that you experience in your mind when you are sleeping.

Oh sadly its only when we are sleeping. DANG. Haha, Im all geared up for this week to REALLY REALLY study hard and everything. I have finished my history and half of my geography revision, still have LOADS to catch up on! And I believe, if I have my timetable planned and I follow it. I will do well. Watch me. I will upload the pictures of my brother’s birthday if I can soon. I slept at 3AM yesterday. HOLY GAMOLY! I have to change my sleeping habits also! ):

Hmm, so lets see, how about goals to be accomplished by the mid-years?! (:

Be more focused in everything.
Think about him only after exams!
Have a good sleeping pattern.
Make sure I pay BLOODY attention during class!
TRY not to listen to music, AH SHIT that’s impossible.
Run to the park every two days!
Don’t be too distracted by the tablet!
Keep fit!

Haha, I think that’s about it! But I think most of my time will be spent in school or at KAP with Shimun doing work. Haha, I swear. Those bitches are one of a kind. I know you guys are just jealous that we know guys, while you are over there DESPERATE for guys and pouncing on every single one that you know. Oh my gosh, you guys sound like pigs oinking for more food. HAAH. Nice description I have there. And oh by the way, KAP doesn’t belong to you. Your code of conduct sucks more I swear.

Tralala, don’t let them dampen my mood. BUT BUT BUT, tomorrow I have chemistry extra lessons until 3.50PM. OH MANNN. Piang piang, shoot. I will try my best best best to blog every once in a while so as to not to dampen those reading’s mood. (: WHO WANTS CAO GE SONGS?!? NICE NICE NICE! (: I will put up lyrics if possible soon! :D Love you guys! Especially YOU. (:

2006-04-14T14:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUBERRRTT!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! (:

t0day isnt the actual date, but it is the celebration. HE GOT A SWENSEN COOKIES AND CREAM ICE CREAM CAKE. WTH, he has a celebration every two years. the last time i had one was when i was p1. which was approximately 10 years ago. haha, what the hell. i rather go shopping! HAH. and splurge on my dad's money. HEH(:

2006-04-12T18:26:00.000+08:00

"I'm chasing after X + he's chasing someone else? if,
I keep quiet -> X will never know that I want him + we will avoid awkwardness.
Avoiding awkwardness = keeping him as a friend
Keeping him as friend = not screwing up by saying the wrong thing
Saying the wrong thing = what happened with _
What happened with _ = no more friends, so doesnt
Not screwing things up = keeping quiet?

Man. I cant believe Im actually looking for answers from you. If you ARE out there, Im sorry. I have to stop. Or I'll really believe I'm going to hear back. What is WRONG with me? Why cant I let things go? Not let them bother me. Like a normal"

This was taken from page 141 of [Hillary Frank - I cant tell you]. I swear, I can totally cry with this book cause it is really really sad and everything. A typical cliche love story. Oh man! I was crying and crying, ah, cos its sort of similar to the situation I'm in now. AH, shoot me. Anyone want to borrow, can get from me. But Shimun book the first slot already. I assure you, it is very engrossing.

2006-04-10T17:25:00.000+08:00

Tag YuJie and Jevon Chandra are therefore confirmed gay. They refused to take the 6-dollar-make-you-giddy-ha1-ha3 RIDE. Haha, Yujie, Dont lie lah. You came cos' you suddenly remembered that sijing was in my school! And you decided to come! See, your motive is so obvious lorxzxz. Jevon told me that we could go to YuJie house to play pool! Hahah, I played pool like once! (: Ok, now about funfair.

I woke up as usual 5.40AM. The bus was surprisingly empty and cold with not more than 4 people in the bus throughout the whole journey. :0 The classroom door was locked! I started to panic because everyone else was starting up their stall. Heh, but we managed in time(: I started photo-whoring, grabbing people to take photos with the gorgeously gorgeous me! HEH. Constance and her friend, Juzzy came around 11.30AM and jevon, darrell and tag came at 2PM. I think i bored them out, cos im pretty much boring. And i couldnt find the men's toilet. WOW me. Okays, here are SOME pictures!!

ms ho liyi before getting DUNKED!

dixin and ME(:

mrs esther lau and chua huay wen.

sher, safa, diana and shian

ms pham!

me and vera!

constance and i!

me and jane!

WAS THAT A GOAL?

SHAVED ICE WANT OR NOT?

in front of sero gravity!

SHIMUN DOESNT LIKE PHOTOWHORING.

I LOVE THOSE WHO CAME! THANKS(:

2006-04-07T21:49:00.000+08:00

ALL HAIL SHIAN!

2006-04-07T21:25:00.000+08:00

CRESCENT FUNFAIR 2006.

THOSE PEOPLE HAD BETTER COME! IF NOT YOUR HEAD WILL BE ROLLING ON THE FLOOR AH! (: HAHHA, TODAY AT KAP WAS FUN LAH! no WRINKLYPRUNNES. ME AND SHIMUN WERE CRAPPING ABOUT OUR p6 CLASS.HAHAH ALL THE MEMORIES. KOKSIONG, CHINGTO, JASPER, STANLEY. those famous people, everytime recess will be the first one to CHONGGG all the way down to soccer field to play soccer. then come back ah, the grass everywhere. tsk! chingto also always showed off his THICK learning lab storybook, jasper always stank i swear. and koksiong and stanley were the jokers of the class! (: and i still remembered kangyang that twit who sat next to me across the aisle.

"sherilyn, you know what is my favourite instrument?"
URM NO.
"oh, its the sex-o-phone."

i still remembered although it is about three years ago! I MISS MY PRIMARY SCHOOL! where there were rumours of this guy like this girl, this girl like this guy. WAHHAH, and we were trying our best to remember everyone from our class. but for some apparent reason, our brain juice dried up. we only remembered 31/40 people in the class. and the 9 missing were guys. hahhaa, HELP US! (:

thanks shimun, you rock! :D i think memories are the best to recall and laugh at what we did. but curses to bitches who I FRIEND YOU, I DONT FRIEND YOU, I FRIEND YOU.

COME TOMMORROW PEOPLE! (:

2006-04-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

tuesday;
I SAW ZHIYANG! :D

as usual, i went for tuition then i went to Jurong East to meet my mum, then jevon was at Jurong East Library. so i decided just go there for fun lah. haha, anyway my mum later SMSed me that she was watching ICE AGE 2 with my brother until 10.15. yep, haha. here's the hilarious part;

"the library will be closing in 15 minutes time."hahah, then jevon was talking to tag. hahaa, then i was typing on my phone to show jevon that "we should go now." when i finished typing the NOW, the lights went off! DAMN SCARY I TELL YOU! the library is a scary place at night without lights. as usual, i screamed. haha, then that burly indian security guard turned on the lights again. DAMN EMBARRASING I TELL YOU! WAHAHHA xP.

then me and jevon walked around, bought minimelts. then when i was looking at some stuff he went. OMG SHERILYN, I SEE CHEEYANG. i mean like DUH, i dont believe. so he was persuading me and everything. when i really had no choice cos i have to turn that way to go HOME. i saw CHEEYANG! (: hahha, so cute lah omg! but then he's kinda short lah. he was with his friend looking at those cheapskate vending machines. OH MY MAMA! i was like GOSH. i never seen him in person whatxz. that stupid jevon kept bugging me as to why i dont go over and get his autograph.

but come to think of it, this campus superstar frenzy will die off. look at singapore idol, whatever happened to taufik batisah and slyvester sim? died is it? seems pretty weird right. sly doesnt appear anymore anywhere. and the CHEN WEI LIAN frenzy is also dying off. this is how Singapore lives, follow the trend. then after that, those people are history. so, be mentally prepared CHEEYANG(: im not saying that he will be unsuccessful. relax, fans of cheeyang. haha xP.

my AHEM so much more shuai-er :D HEH, ego me. tommorrow will be a LONG DAY LORX. shit, i will be so tired lah! haha, and thursday i have guides interview. i have to learn all my footdrill commands and handbook theory. oh my MAMA, how how how? but i really really really want to be programmer! the one in charge of MC-ing campfires and all those. i believe i got the enthusiasm to spread it around the whole company. let the company be more enthusiastic in everything that they do. and get puan noor aishah gold award for both coy! (:

i have to say, all the campus superstar finalists in the album are really good! their songs sounds brilliant! (: who's coming for my school's funfair! ANYONE! im so messed up about the stalls and everything. im really feeling very confused about every single thing. ive got tests, funfair, guides to worry about. get what i mean? sigh): CHEM TEST TML, and getting A MATHS TEST RESULTS): i think i failed, dont need to say lah. i should be mentally prepared. AHHHHH, 12 hours from now i will still be having lessons. SIGH. night!

IM FEELING DEAD. ONE MORE DAY TO FUNFAIR (:

2006-04-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

sunday;
ZHIYANG IS MY CAMPUS SUPERSTAR(:

his songs were real good, he didnt go OFFKEY AT ALL! THATS SO LIKE AMAZING. and when the FINAL SCORE can out. EVEN LI WEI SONG WHO ALWAYS GAVE 6.0+ GAVE HIM AN 8.0 OH YEAH! (: IM SO PROUD OF HWACHONG!

HAHAH, I WAS SMSing DARRELL, and JEVON after that. DURING THE FINALS, my mom was like 'SHERILYN KHOO, YOU GOT A CHINESE BOYFRIEND IS IT?' then i was like 'HUH? WHAT YOU MEAN CHINESE? OH RIGHT, CHINESE HIGH IS IT?" then she went "YES" in those kind of monotonous manner. then i asked her why she suspected me. she said "LIKE THAT WHO YOU KEEP SMSING? AND WHY YOU CHEER FOR ZHIYANG!"
that seemed pretty unreasonable didnt it. ANYONE can cheer for zhiyang. it doesnt mean you have to DATE a CHINESE HIGH boy. thats so retarded lah alamak. :D BUT IM REALLY SAD FOR TERESA, GERALDINE AND RENFRED. i think they are all really really good singers(: AND DID YOU SEE ONE OF THE TWINS WENT TO HUG HIM! : D

MAYBE I SHOULD JOIN CAMPUS SUPERSTAR i told darrell. he was like totally so sarcastic about it! I PUNCH YOU AH! constance! we should have something like CITISUPERSTAR. then i confirm last one. HAHAH xP. and the TRUE BLUE ALTO WILL BE THE WINNER : D. I NEVER BEEN HAPPIER FOR A HWACHONG GUY BEFORE. GOSH!

I BOUNCED AROUND THE HOUSE THEN MY BROTHER WAS LIKE 'DADDY, I THINK SHE'S MAD.' THEN MY DAD WAS LIKE 'YEAH, KEE SIAU ALREADY.' then he started warning me not to vote for zhiyang cos he wont be paying since i already exploded by SMSes. like by 500. so urm $25 from my savings will be flown away. YEP. ok, fine, that sucks.

COS JEV WANTS TO KNOW THE DREAM I MADE WHICH WAS HILARIOUS. he wants to meet me at KAP but then it like totally not free. SO I SUGGESTED[as usual], for us to go there earlier! then from there we take a bus to school! HAHAH xP. SO SMART RIGHT! (: just that i most probably be sleeping on the table. sipping orange juice. WAHAHHA.

KAP is actually an excellent place to run away from home. can sleep there, eat there, just that i think you will grow fat with all the oil in the fries. what fat you call that? saturated or non-saturated. hahaha, i cant remember gosh. this post is pretty long eh! but im really really feeling hyper.

HE [not zhiyang, duh!]will be my motivation. i will go into THAT JC. cos its pretty good. ((: AND REALLY NEAR MY HOUSE LAH PLEASE! OK, 12.15AM i had better go and sleep. ZHIYANG ROCKS! ahah.

monday;
MY COMPUTER CRASHED [well, sort of.]

today during geography lesson, i turned my computer on, but i saw was a blank screen! ok, so i panicked and frantically screaming at DIXIN. i passed DIXIN, heath ledger's picture on newspaper. SHE LAUGHED AND LAUGHED and kept bugging me. she drew on my hand lah! dotted lime green, looked like i got algae please! thank god everything could be backuped. and erm, just that i have to resetup my programmes again! (:

CAMPUS SUPERSTAR GO GO GO! (:

2006-04-02T01:29:00.000+08:00

The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers.
Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying that they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.

1. TREAT ME WELL. PAMPER ME(:
2. I DONT WANT A BENG. THOSE WITH EAR PIERCINGS ALL THAT? NO.
3. ROMANTIC(:
4. SWEET(:
5. ABLE TO CRACK ME UP(:
6. HANDSOME LAH DUH.
7. OLDER THAN ME. I CANT STAND DATING A P5 AT MY CURRENT AGE.
8. TALLER THAN ME! BUT NOT TOO TALL.

HAHAH, I DONT WANT TO KANA OTHER PEOPLE(: DO IT ON YOUR OWN FREEWILL(: HAHA, I DIDNT SLEEP JUST NOW. COULDNT, WAS THINKING OF AHEM. SIGH. ):

2006-04-02T00:25:00.000+08:00

IM SORRY DIXIN.

i didnt mean to link you wrongly. OMG, ZHIYANG IS MY HOT HOT CAMPUS SUPERSTAR(: sorry teresa, i kana influenced by DARRELL LEONG. : D ZHIYANG! DONT DONT DONT USE YOUR NOSE TO SING I SWEAR! YOU CAN DO IT! YES YES YES! I FEEL LIKE WEARING HCJC UNIFORM AND CHEER FOR HIM IN HWACHONG. HHAHA, BUT WILL BE SO WEIRD RIGHT? SO NOPE. BUT I WANT I WANT! I STAND OUTSIDE THE SCHOOL GATE AND SCREAM IN! OK, MOST LIKELY I WILL BE CALLED AWAY BY THE POLICE. HEH. PAISEI LAH, THEN THOSE CARS WILL BE THINKING I WAS LET LOOSE BY IMH. WAHAH.

ZHIYANG ALL THE BEST. MONE (M1). WHOOHOO, STEADY POMPEEPEE! :D WHO WANTS TO GO TO KAP WITH ME TODAY?! I DONT WANNA GO HOME. ): SIGH, I THINK I HAD BETTER GO AND SLEEP ALR. DARRELL WENT OFF, SO I CANT BITCH TALK WITH HIM LIAOXZXZX. NIGHTS(:

MY STAR! (:

2006-03-31T20:23:00.000+08:00

oh HOHO. what smart awesome seniors' we have. who in the world go to KAP to target some ONE. for goodness sake, we KNOW HIM. get your facts right before broadcasting it. look at YOUR code of conduct. you arent getting anywhere with that face of yours, who is there almost everyday. NOTHING BETTER TO DO IS IT? OH WOW, what an amazing fact. your face irks me oh my god. you couldnt hear what he said, duh! you're most probably practically DEAF in your ear.

oh im so glad to know someone who is deaf in her very own ears. do you need some like hearing aids? i can buy you the bulky and big ones! so cool lah, i mean like duh on someone like you lah. you think you look good? HAH, what a big joke. someone who randomly bursts into laughter, tucked out shirt, high skirt. you call this code of conduct better than us? PUH-LEASE. i cant believe you even noticed us when we look like a ***** **********. your eyes DAMN SHARP!

go on, bitch about me. cos only stupid people do that. cos if you do that, most probably many will go 'my god, what low class behaviour. im so proud of her. everyone give her a round of applause. '
you totally dont scare us girl. we will keep coming, none of your business LOR. you do what you do, we do what we do. this is such a waste of space on my blog. cos its wasted on someone. haiyo.

what a lovely senior role model example here. BORINGAYE!

its nice bitching talk to darrell. (: YAYNESS. thanks ah! he should go do a sex change. that would be excellento! :D go be a girl, he will be like the hottest bitch talk girl in the world. WAHAHHA. just joking, dont be offended ah! that senior just SUCK.

2006-03-29T19:04:00.000+08:00

CAB to KAP

monday i cabbed, wednesday i cabbed. which most probably explains why i have like $12 in my pathetic wallet now. GASPS! supposed to be in school by 645 and see MS AZLIN [as told], but in the end she wasnt meeting us. and all we did was just stare at how the flag is being raised. $%^&*. i woke up like TWENTY minutes earlier can! and i RAN after 970, and that stupid bus driver didnt stop for me. IM SO HURT.

some random girl from my sch told rach that i go to KAP to look at guys. LIKE HELLO? KAP, got SHUAI guys to look at meh. GOSH, and she goes there more often than me please. tsk. that was very much RANDOM. DIXIN ROCKS MY WORLD. she sent me adobe photoshop, so i bet you a HUNDRED MILLION DOLLARS a new background will be up soon! dum dum dum, A MATHS TML. !#(#$%^&*(. oh lord, please save me!

planning something with jev. HEE HEE HEE. secret.

GOT TO GO! BYE(:

2006-03-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

THE DORM.

steady pom pee pee. ok, maybe not. I WAS CLOSING MY EYES, STICKING FINGERS IN MY EARS, SCREAMING AND HUGGING ___(: ok, fine, you get it. i wore FBTs and i was SHIT freezing in the cinema! so my legs were all over the place, yeah. it was the BLOODY ONLY SHOW available at 5pm. in fact it has started 30 mins ago. as in it started at 430. the other show which started at 455 was big momma house 2, which both of us had alr watched. GOSH.

the kids in the show were so adorable and SHUAI! [so what if im shallow.] damn cute larh! all the kids were watching a movie screening, which was a ghost movie. then the vampire was pulling the guy's leg in the movie they were watching, then they all lifted up their legs and place it on their chair. DAMN CUTE PLEASE(:

eh constance, i watched it alr(: HAHAHAHA, campfire tommorrow. YAY(:

2006-03-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

so hot right?! OMG. me and darrell were watching DREAM CHASERS ON YOUTUBE. so cool! AJ is really really like CHINGTO i swear. AJ scolded LYNN a moron in the show. [AHEM.] and when sin huey said hi in the show, he bobbed his head [AHEM.] and AJ is black also! (: well, sort of, GUESS WHO IS AJ?! junyang duh. (:

hahaha, and currently, TERESA TSENG IS MY CAMPUS SUPERSTARR! (: her voice rocks PLEASE. like DUH, the clarity and everything(: GO TERESA! IF YOU WANT TO PREVIEW HER SONGS, ASK ME! I WILL SEND IT TO YOU!(: but sorry lah, i cant vote. NO MONEY. $$ ):

HEEHEEHAAHAAHOO. I LOVE THIS PICTURE(: SO CUTE RIGHT? AND ONCE AGAIN, CHINGTO LOOKS DEAD. HEE, I BLACKMAILED HIM! EVERYONE SAVE PICTURE AS! LOOK AT THEIR FACES AND ALL THEIR SHORTS! SO HIGH AND SMALL! AND PRACTICALLY ALL OF THEM WEAR SPEC-TA-CLES(: DANG, WHY ARENT THE PEOPLE I KNOW STANDING IN FRONT! I WANT TO SEE HOW SHORT THEIR SHORTS ARH! TEEHEEEE. :D

2006-03-16T11:15:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

i am flirty?!?! what the hell.
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You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

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You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

see! see! im not desperate(:

hahaha, got these quizzes from SHIMUN's blog. turns out to be pretty fun EHH. meeting her later at KAP((:

2006-03-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

ICESKATING OR KAP TML?!?!?!?!.

2006-03-15T18:38:00.000+08:00

AIYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

guess which school im taking.. gasps gasps gasps! RGS. hahaha. i dont know why, but i think guys' school will be better. EEE. cos if not, i mean not only RGS but all the other girls school will comment this and comment that. or if you make them pai sei or anything.. therefore, i will be a bitch. get what i mean? hhaha, lucky huiping sheryl and amelia can get acsi and acsb. janel is doing ri02 ALONE! damn freaky. (:

sleepover was cool. hahaa, but im too lazy to blog. when one of those people BLOGGED, then i copy and paste for you okays?! (: i havent done my maths holiday homework, panics! i actually planned for myself to revise and write notes for term one everyday! but monday i slacked, tuesday i slacked. and today, im too tired. my planning sucks sucks sucks. AIYEE.

dum dum dum, KAP TML! (:

2006-03-14T14:58:00.000+08:00

girl loves boy.
boy doesnt love girl.

ten years later.
girl still loves boy.
boy realises he loves girl.

OH HOW SAD.
girl is going to marry boy's best friend.
boy is best friend's best man at the wedding.
boy objects to best friend's marriage.
boy professes his love.
sad sad sad.
everyone cries.

boy grabs girl's hand and runs out of the wedding.
then.CRASH!
car rams into boy.
boy is dying.
girl confesses that she truly loves boy more than boy's best friend.

best friend comes out and hears this.
best friend cancels wedding.
girl's mother comes out and says "aiyah. now then you cancel the wedding!"

boy doesnt die (MIRACLE!)
girl is so happy she makes out with boy.
they get married and they have two kids called ice kachang and dao suan.

can you guess who boy and girl are?
i'll give you a clue.boy likes to swear,
he's chow tar as hell, tall and skinny.
girl is still in love with him besides him being who he is.

can you guess? well DUH.

CONSTANCE MUST BE OUTRAGEOUSLY OUT OF HER MIND TO THINK OF SUCH THINGS! YEAH, GUESS WHO.

2006-03-14T11:03:00.000+08:00

im telling you,

JAY CHOU's FENG MV IS DAMN SAD! ok, i cried. :D my blog will most probably be stagnant for pretty long. too LAZY to update nowadays. (: JEVON IS A HORNY BASTARD. :D

2006-03-08T22:42:00.000+08:00

a sunny side up! (:

im gonna be positive about everything. hahah, i shall post my results ):

ENGLISH - 31/50 i think.
A. MATHS - 20/40
E. MATHS - MAGATA IS SLOW.
CHINESE - 75/100 YAY!
BIOLOGY - 33.5/50
CHEMISTRY - 27/40
SOCIAL STUDIES - 9/25
HISTORY - 17/25
GEOGRAPHY - 18.5/25

i think thats about it. HAHAH, poor thing me right? (: let me see,

2 A1s
3 B3s
1 B4
1 F9 GASPS GASPS!

oh my god, BUT THERE ISNT ANY SOCIAL STUDIES TUITION! ): im like so ENTHU for TUITION, believe it or not. like me and shuyun were like OKOK, GO FOR A MATHS TUITION. and we were the only ones copying down everything the teacher said. and charmaine was like AIYO, YOU GUYS CAN RELAX OR NOT? then we were like NO NO NO! (:

DID I MENTION THAT I WILL BE ALONE AT HOME FOR 4 NIGHTS? eeee, creepy. I WANT TO OPEN A PARTTAY! ((: WHO IS IN FAVOUR? CONSTANCE! THERE WILL BE CAUCASIANS! :D BUT I DONT THINK I WILL INVITE THEM, COS I DONT KNOW THEM.

erm, is it me or WHY AM I TYPING IN CAPS?! HMM, I WONDER.

2006-03-08T18:26:00.000+08:00

the worst thing is when you want him, but you know that you will never get him.

i guess after publishing this, everything will seem to be damn obvious. all i want to think of now, is my studies. and that's everything i want to think of.

why is that i feel so darn bloody jealous? why do i feel super depressed when he doesnt reply to me, or he doesnt come online when im on? is like when im talking to him halfway, and my dad turns the wireless off, its like the end of the world. and when people tell me stuff about him which i dont know, i just feel so like left out.

when my friends asked me, in what way do i like him? i swear, i dont even know a single thing. but i got an answer, its all because love is blind. and it definitely is. i just adore my friends now. and i believe that friends are just sufficient for me. why bother? maybe i will just turn lesbian. HAHA, just joking. i dont need the word 'boyfriend' to revolve around me. im not desperate or anything. so why bother? i mean i still got a long long way to go? and i guess in JC i will definitely meet more guys.

maybe the next few nights, i will be crying non-stop. but i guess after a while it will be just fine. cos i got shuyun, charmaine, gowri, jane to stick with me. thanks guys, love you loads! be glad, _______, im getting over you soon and we will be just friends. and i guess that's the way it should be.

so now, i will put down this promise, not to think about crazy stuff. like BIG BOOBS! hahah. xD I LOVE YOU SHUYUN, CHARMAINE AND JANE! AND ALL MY CHURCH FRIENDS. YOU GUYS ROCK. he sucks(:

2006-03-02T14:42:00.000+08:00

" Sher missed her bus. Took 157 back with Jane. Slacked around the house again.I need to stay awake to complete my hw. " - shimun [http://affections-.blogspot.com]

IM TELLING YOU! I MISSED MY BUS BECAUSE TWO TWITS BY THE NAME OF SHIMUN AND JANE WERE BUSY SIGNING THEIR NAME OVER AND OVER AGAIN ON A BLOODY PATHETIC PIECE OF FOOLSCAPE PAPER. AND AND AND, THE KAP GUY WAS SHUAI! : D

2006-03-02T08:02:00.000+08:00

MASS RUN!

in love with: because you live - jesse mccartney

hahah, just came back from mass run and i sort of stink. haha, let me tell you about mass run!

We have mass run every tuesday,
We have mass run every thursday.
Oh Lord, please let it rain.

We sprint like crazy,
But then slowly die down.
Across the canal we go.

Bloody hell,
The canal smells.
Some suffocate and faint.

Mr Samat's whistle goes on,
Blasting through your ears.
Bursting through the gate.

The sweat trickles down your neck,
Anyone has a tissue?
My head is wet.

AHHA, not exactly a poem. HAHAHA. i really really hope i get good grades. BARGH.

2006-03-01T10:39:00.000+08:00

WHOOOHOOOO.

there's internet, we moved down to 2c2. ALTHOUGH ALL THE TORTURE WE TOOK. THE PAINS I TOOK. THE STRESS ME AND SHUYUN TOOK. this classroom is awesome! :D

there's a fan above me! :D yeah., but its cold. AND I CAN BLOG. WHOOHOO WHOOHOO. MSN TOO! :D i love crescent. well, for two weeks i guess. (:

just watched BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN with dixin. hee. i only PREVIEWED the gay part. and the kissing part. i think gay sex is the worst thing ever. :D

2006-02-28T00:04:00.000+08:00

just about 14 hours more to freedom!

im damn hyper about it! :D cos im going to watch PINK PANTHER with charmaine, shuyun and gowri. WOOOTS. just like shuyun, 'IM GONNA SCREAM AND PLAY MAPLE'. so i was imagining her like slamming down her bag and screaming 'MAPLE BOYFRIEND! WO LAI LERS!' damn hilarious. imagine her BURSTING through her room! i hope E MATHS will be okay. my gosh, please please please.

i so totally need to update my music library! although i updated it like a few days ago. HAHAHA, i get bored of songs easily! :D that sucks. WHOOHOO, im gonna PARTAAAY. yay! I <3 SHUYUN! hahahaha, she rocks larh, and distracts me IN CLASS. cos she's HAWT. ahem*

and im determined to do well, IM TELLING YOU. and i promised not to swear. yeah, i felt really guilty. thanks loads, nicole! :) I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED; that rocks.

2006-02-20T17:05:00.000+08:00

my hot pink towel!!

me and shimun last minute decided to go to KAP to study. i ordered a big mac which was BLOODY HARD TO EAT! :D ok, basically the cabbage was all falling down. HHAHAH. then we saw this three secondary one hwachong guys. DAMN HILARIOUS. they were going downstairs to buy stuff, then this 'capteh' fell from this fella's bag. HAHAHHAAA, omg. yeah. then we continued studying, then we noticed this HOT PINK TOWEL peeking out of this fella's bag. WORRX. hahahahahahaha. and this guy had a sort of AFRO HAIR! WOOTS.

hahahhaha, me and shimun concluded than HWA CHONG GUYS ARE WEIRD. lol, this guy was looking at me in the 970 back home! is it my hair got problem? TOO MESSY, tsk. AHHAHA. (:

2006-02-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

on hiatus

guys, im sorry if my blog has been causing your mozilla/internet explorer to hang and all that shit. anyway, i have removed the music as it is the one causing all the problems. i just did my english, social studies and chemistry paper today. i have confidence in them for like the FIRST TIME! :D so i have to revise for chinese, history and biology for monday's common test. wish me all the best yeps! :D so, there's a big probablity that i wont be blogging even if i come online.

went to KAP yesterday. haha, i went down to buy a small coke. and i came up screaming "OH MY GOD, JANE! GUESS WHO IS DOWNSTAIRS!" then she was like "is it chingto?" then she got damn hyper, and immediately stood up and wanted to go down. w0rrx. hee, im evil. we went there with shimun's friend, yuqi. i was making them laugh throughout the whole trip, and i was talking bloody loud. HAHA, then yuqi said i was a JOKER. hahaa, you know the bloody bus covered this rain drainage thing with a SMALL little piece of masking tape! SERIOUSLY, how can that hold like A LOT OF WATER? ok, then jane got kinda wet. it was FLOODING in the bus! ok, im exaggerating. and our two juniors' so blur, their bag kana wet. HAHAHA.

did i tell you? on monday? when iw as taking 970, i was talking to samantha in the bus. then is like i said i had a phobia for balls. like in primary school, when we all queued up to shoot the basketball in the hoop, i shot, it hit the board and fell on my head. and i sank down into the ground. and then there was this sec four GESS guy smiling at me! :D i know la, i very pretty. thank you, especially in the morning, where my eyes are HORRENDOUS. hmm, i been using that word a lot of times.

shuyun that pig go and insult me! i said that if we went to the library to study with her, we will be kicked out in less than 5 seconds. then we said that the security was tape her mouth with masking tape. then she will be exhibited as 'SHUYUN THE BIG-MOUTHED MUMMY'. then shuyun exclaimed! then YOU will be 'SHERILYN THE BIG-MOUTHED AH MAH'. ok, fine you guys get it, we are both big mouths. :DD

oh well, got to study for ting xie, and do my E MATHS! :D

2006-02-11T21:52:00.000+08:00

jealousy lurks.

argh bloody hell, whats wrong with ME! just came back from jurong east POPULAR after buying loads and loads of guide books. my dad spent about $100 [after discount]. he forced me to buy them!! it was bloody heavy and my plastic bag broke when walking back to the car. THANKS AR AUNTIE. and i bought 2 illegal books that was actually barred cos it didnt have copyright! HEE.

yay yay! we are getting a building of our own! YAY YAY YAY! but im pretty lazy to travel till lavender. OH NO! hahaha, god get rid of my laziness. and i studied real hard today! i studied from 10-12, 2-5. then i slept for a while. SEE, im so guai!! (: other than that i was cleaning the toilets, washing dishes and mopping the floor. I THINK MY HAND IS WRINKLY! NOOOOOOOO, who got moisturizer!! die, my hand looks horrendous like an lao ah mah[SHUYUN!] that dumb shuyun call me dirty ah mah! i look like ah mah meh! SO INSULTING! shole shuyun! ):

im jealous, im jealous! BLOODY SHIT, whats wrong with me! I WANT TO SEE ___!! oh lord, kill me now. hee, i like the phrase, "love is like a fucking knife". DAMN GOOD, im turning vulgar, due to VERY VERY VERY bad influences. tsk,

3 days to VALENTINE's DAY.
I WANT TO GO PARTYING! (:

2006-02-10T17:58:00.000+08:00

screw those tests.

but they dont have a hole to screw. so, what the hell. ok, im being spastic. hahaha, added yujie and bx. WHY DID I ADD THEM ARH? hmm. i wonder.

the worst thing ever. i think im going to flunk them all. today im gonna relax and everything, drink beer and eat peanuts. but tml, i will be on a dash to mug for common test, like NON-stop going action. im determined to do that so i will. maybe i will do my homework tonight.

BEFORE COMMON TESTS RESOLUTIONS:
1. dont sleep before 11.
2. mug until after 11.
3. i had better bloody stay awake.
4. stay focused and stop thinking about HIM!
5. go KAP after school to study and dont get distracted.
6. have ample preparations
7. try practice questions
8. score well.
9. just bloody do well.

and i mean BLOODY do well. get at least B4 and abv for all subjects. then slowly, standard must increase. you guys must encourage me okays! cos right, even though i make this decision, i will start slacking soon[like chingto] I CANNOT BE LIKE THAT! i must wake up from my daydreaming. i have lots of homework, i dont think i should relax today. i should start doing it! YES YES, oh my god, im such a good planner and determinat-or? HAHAHA. help me get through this stretch of stress. DONT SLACK DONT SLACK!

i want to go to ACJC. so i must start working hard. ACJC is my goal. work hard for it babe. :D god, give me all the strength you have and make me do my best. dont fail any exams AT ALL! buck up sherilyn buck up! i shall start studying at 8.30. JIAYOU! ok, im spastic. :D WHO WANTS TO GO ACJC WITH ME! :)

VALENTINE's DAY IN FOUR DAYS.
I WANT TO GO OUT WITH HIM! (:

2006-02-07T17:47:00.000+08:00

YAY YAY. TML GOING TO KAP(pronounced K-A-P or KAP). hahaha, and is it me? or do i owe LOADS of people Mcflurries? so if you want to claim it, come tommorrow i guess. tml i need to bring my biology and chinese stuff to study for thursday's test. tml i have chem and E maths, DAMN, screw that.

MUG MUG MUG MUG, why mugging seems to be fun? cos i listen to music, and i write and write and i write. but the bad news, all my four uniball signo pens RAN OUT OF INK. is that supposed to be good news? ARGH, better buy some tml. today flag-raising was a disaster my god. grace went to slow with the national flag, and like end of the national anthem we are only halfway up the pole. so tml i am doing national flag, wish me all the best. : D

L.O.V.E - ashlee simpson [sounds weird.]

2006-02-03T19:39:00.000+08:00

fun day today it was.

had school which was pretty okay, but i was falling asleep AGAIN! as we were watching the 2pm show at lido and the fact that we ended school at 1.45. me, denise, grace, saraniah and chantel were rushing like shit. ms magata was like asking the class whether we got the solution correct after the bell rang. and denise went;

"yes yes yes!"
"BUT THE SOLUTION IS WRONG YOU KNOW"
"urm urm, no no no!"

hahaha, damn funny! there was a jam at orchard. we were asking the taxi driver to drive faster. then we stopped halfway and ran with our bags across orchard. hahaha, we went into the cinema at around 2.10 with much rushing and everything. and it was so dark! i couldnt see anything, so i screamed. then the whole cinema went like SHHHHH. oh like whoops. and i cried again despite seeing the show AGAIN. hor denise. i could hear chantel and grace sniffing and sniffing away! damn funny. and i was trying to translate for saraniah. damn cute i not stupid too! and guess what? i recorded the theme song. WHEEEEEEEEEE. but it aint clear. and you can hear my giggling in the background, so i cant mass send it. HAHAA.

i have homework over the weekend. SUCKS. anybody free tommorrow?

urm g3, please check MLG for more information about the sentosa outing. i have already posted the information on MLG. reply to me asap! ((: yay! next wed going to KAP again! (:

2006-02-01T19:43:00.000+08:00

HERE IS AN INTERESTING FACT:

i saw chingto flirting with ronald mcdonalds.
i mean i know that ronald mcdonalds is free.
but you dont have to do it in PUBLIC!
somemore a FIVE-some with your seniors! tsk.

JUST JOKING(:

oh my god. i love shimun and jane! (: nice pals to pei wo. ((:

2006-01-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

I NOT STUPID TOO.

Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You

just watched it with my dad and brother. hahaa, saw darrell (janelle's brother) queueing up with his girlfriend but i didnt bother to call him. i think he recognised me though. HAHA. supposed to watch the 415 movie. but ended up queueing damn long and we got the 645 show. HEH. the show was pretty good. and me and my brother cried and cried and cried and cried. heh, damn shuang to cry what! HAHA, and i think shaun looks better than the other fella. and the little boy is damn cutee!! (: how i wished the show lasted longer. im glad that my family isnt that bad.

I WANT THE THEME SONG DAMNIT!! ANYONE HAVE IT? ):

2006-01-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

ALMOST - BOWLING FOR SOUP
I almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be miss texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breastes
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished u would've loved me too

I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wish I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it
You kept me guessing and now I'm destined to spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too

Here I go thinking about all the things I could've done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we had our problems, I can't remember one

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined to spend my time missing you
And I almost had you [x3]
I almost wish you would've loved me too

hhahha, today was quite okay and i had a yummy renuion dinner!! heh, and i got $250 for angbaos. YES YES. hahaha, kinda sucks though. cos i dont get angbaos from my dad's side. and they are in m'sia and they arent very rich. so yeah. this year's amt is PRETTY GOOD ALR. i better save it in my bank!! (:

why did i cry last night? why?

2006-01-28T17:41:00.000+08:00

today was ultra, super duper FUN!

once again, i apologise to constance and charis who had to wake up SUPER EARLY this morning(:

but anyway, yesterday was faith's surprise party which was really fun and the food was pretty good yeah. and we played blind mice, catching and so on. and we took lots of pictures and videos! HAHA, me, faith, charis, constance, renee, fidelia, fidessa, christal, sun jin, randall, dominic, benedict, joel, hubert, and faith's cousins.

but today was funn! met vera, saraniah, charmaine and gowri at cineleisure to watch memoirs of a geisha. so sad la, our whole class cannot come! we bought tixs and waited for vera because she woke up late. bought nachos and ate and ate. damn funny! vera and saraniah got HARDENED cheese on their shirts. mmm, looks good. HAHAHA. geisha was good though. and we were arguing whether straits times should employ a teen critic, that will be good wont it? or rather COOL. we wanted to eat at TCC but realised it was too expensive! so we ate at the LOW CLASS KFC hor saraniah?! hahha. then vera had to go off so me, charmaine, gowri and saraniah went shopping at citylink. and i bought flipflops after much consideration which costed me like $20. hahaha, then went back with charmaine.

YOU KNOW? THERE WAS THIS GUY WITH A SLEEVELESS SHIRT AND ALL HIS ARMPIT HAIR WAS SHOWING? AND HE WAS LIKE RIGHT NEXT TO ME, AS IN HIS ARMPIT. I PRACTICALLY DIED IN THE MRT. gasps!

cab fare - $10
movie ticket - $9.50
nachos w/ drink - $6.50
kfc meal - $4.10
orange julius - $3.10
flipflops - $20
ice cream at gelare - $3.80
------------------------------
total - $57

OHMYGAAWFD. i brought $70, so imagine how much i am left with. SIGH, im such a spender. oh god, help me correct my ways. ):

2006-01-24T17:44:00.000+08:00

stop fucking lying to me.

you dont know how much i cry in the middle of the night, wasting my time. i cry on my bed every night, alone. im not exaggerating. its real. i cant believe how much i have done for this idiot i liked. im not desperate or anything, if i am, i wont even care if you are even sick, as long as i get you as my boyfriend. i prayed when you were sick, when you were stressed out, had exams? go ahead, think all of this as BULLSHIT. i tried not to care, but i cant.

how much i have suffered, all wasted on some fucking stupid idiot i liked. dream on sherilyn. he's an idiot. what do you expect? such an utter disappointment. i think i will in time to come, suffer depression. why is that when i hear songs with meaningful lyrics, tears. is it because im not supposed to be with you? i guess not, its all God's plan. you are just an obstacle i have to overcome. i have friends, sisters and brothers-in-Christ. why do i need you? die you fucking guy. i hope you die a miserable death and go to hell for that. i tried to be nice to you, at least have you treating me as a normal friend. but what do i get? feigned ignorance. you think you're that great yeah? i will show you what is great. by removing you off my handphone, msn, name it you got it. yay to that you are sure to say. FUCK THAT OBSTACLE IN LIFE.
to all those desperate people out there, dont fall into a relationship this young. even though i havent fallen into one, i got trapped in one. and im struggling to get out of it. is this all but puberty? when my hormones starts working? i dont give a damn. i just know you broke my heart. i dont mind you not liking me, but no way please, ignorance. my heart hurts i swear. think im just making this up? think again. the people in school will understand will i look so dead in the morning, cos i suffer alone at night.

get a girlfriend, or maybe girlfriends. i dont want to care anymore. i just wasted my time. just to tell you, i liked you when i was __ too. stupid dumb me. laugh about those moments when i chased ___ around the class, when you stepped on my feet. i shall just take it that you have SHORT TERM MEMORY. dispose those memories. when listening to 'if youre not the one' by daniel bedingfield, i think why does this all seem so weird. go listen to it, and you will understand.

i must be the stupidest person on earth to like a person with such a personality. if anybody out there, want to know who he is, i wont tell. but his personality, i will gladly do it. and all of you can laugh in amazement at how i actually liked a guy like that. i loved you, but not anymore. i will try my best to make this statement true no matter what it takes. i pass your house everyday, thinking that i will see you. rubbish.

i think my closest friends know who is this idiot. slap him for me please. i will love that. like what i did to myself, the dumbest person on earth. i feel relieved after typing this. yes.

2006-01-22T22:32:00.000+08:00

why did my dad return my nano to me. and my earphones with it. why why why. im bawling my eyes out now. let it roll on the floor, makes me feel good anyway. im trying to get over, but i dont think i can. persevere and i will. life sucks.

2006-01-22T17:49:00.000+08:00

ate at cafe cartel yesterday with my family for lunch. it was mmm. good. but it was really expensive and everything. but it was good. (: then i just slacked at home and ate my mom's home made mee siam which ended up giving me a horrible stomachache.

this morning when i woke up, my dad returned me my ipod(; FINALLY. i suffered loneliness in the 40 mins bus ride every morning, with my books and all. HAHA. had church which was freezing cold. until my legs and hands turned colourless and my nails were purple. as if i had frostbite. whew. and just now i went to normanton park to scrape off paint that were flaky and to paint the walls. but it isnt done. so to all the youths, my dad is willing to open up the house on the sunday after CNY. (: YAY! hahaa, we will have so much fun! and theres a basketball court, soccer field, badminton and tennis court. oohhh whee.

im going to cut and layer my hair soon. LOL. my hair sucks currently, new hair for the new year. lol, im damn lame. HAHAHA. jane is such a chiobu worrs. hahaha, i miss jane and cheryl. sigh, but i love my current friends too! we had so much fun decorating the class. LOVE YOU GUYS ALL. whoowhoopee! school is starting tml, and i have tests. pray for me please.

i try to hold on, but i dont think i can.
i try to forget you, i dont think i can.
just like a stick forced into my heart,
i cant remove you, without feeling hurt):

2006-01-20T17:26:00.000+08:00

was watching SNL with constance just now.

HORSEMEN.

can you find something sick out of that? hahaha. having cell later. and i forgot to bring my book. left it under my locker sucks. hahahaha, was doing CNY decorations for the classroom. me, denise, choongyee, grace, nikki, lydia, renee, safarina and ME like duh. and i did the curtains which was preety(: although it was kinda dusty and everything. i tied red cellophane paper and pasted a heart. so cute right! hahahaa, and we made a carpet for our floor. as in at the front door there. and an arrow and everything. hahahaha. those people who never stay back today, can your stay back on monday and help out. cos like everyone should share the work and everything.

i have a hell lot of homework. like geography i have like freaking 5 pages of it. followed by SP 2A of E Maths and exercise 3.2 of A MATHS. and not to mention, CHS A MATHS paper. sucks like shit. damn tough. and we are supposed to finish 5 questions in 20 mins. when i like take that same amount of time to do like ONE? hahahah, help me. i think im gonna screw up my common tests. tralallalaa, i think my friends want to use the comp soon. so signing off.

the answer is HOR (like whore) SEMEN. damn sick right. love church(:

2006-01-19T21:18:00.000+08:00

sad sad sad.

my dad consficated my ipod nano. and i have ting xie and tests after one another. i have lots of homework. im sleepy in class. i got like 13.5/20 for some biology quiz. and i got like 7.5/10 for my first bio essay. and i got like 11/15 for geography. i am so screwing up everything. shoot me now. and i mean NOW. and i can feel myself getting more and more tired, and losing all my energy with only 5 hours of sleep everyday, especially with me who is a winner at sleeping.

i had mass run today, followed by PE, and then after school. guides telematch. damn exhausting. but the secondary ones were a lil enthu. we were called the HYPERACTIVE M&Ms. i mean like duh, of course, thought of by me! (: im tired, really. i have cell group tommorrow. better go popular to buy stationary and stuff before that. rushing my A MATHS homework. i had better slp early today.

did i mention that im doing CHS paper? it reads CHS/2003/P2. SUCKS la. xD

2006-01-16T19:18:00.000+08:00

havent blogged in a long time.

and i assure you i wont be for a long time either. sec 3 life is so exhausting. hate it! monday i have guides until 6. tuesday i have peer leading until 3.15. wednesday i have lessons until 3.30. thursdays i have guides until 6. fridays i have cell group. shit lor, so packed. when will i ever go home at 1.30 again. OH SO DEPRESSING.

today was kinda okay though. isabelle joined us today when we went to mobil for lunch. (: and i ate HELLO PANDA! yayyy! just being random. (: i have homework to finish, and ting xie and history test to study, bye guys.

2006-01-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy, tml i have school followed by cca orientation and cell group. lets die together. oh guess what. me, nikki, saraniah, grace and denise. we love choo! (:

its quite sad to know that some people are so immature,
i just want to make some new friends.
must i make a point to hang out with you guys all the time?
heres the thing, i cant confide in you guys my secrets.

thanks nikki. you rock.

2006-01-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

one word;

BUSY.

friday is cca day. tml i have to stay back to make souvenirs. oh wow. and im dead tired. tired. celebrated renee's birthday ystd! went swimming at carribean! me, faith, cons, charis, renee, joseph, jevon, dom, nick, ben. i hope i didnt leave anyone out. it was real fun! well, if only more people could come. sigh.

busy busy busy. fcuk.

2006-01-07T17:09:00.000+08:00

back from tuition.

yes, i have tuition. at around 11, my cousin will come and my mum will teach both of us. english until around 1230. then at around 2, i have tuition with my church auntie who will coach me in biology and A MATHS. yay to that! so now im tired. HAHA.

maybe go shopping later. i dont want. hahaha, im weird. and im in love with korean food now. mmm, so yummy! (: im mad i guess. sigh, i cried yesterday okay! SOMEONE SLAP ME NOW.

2006-01-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

back from campfire.

1s1'06 rocks! i lead them la. they won urm first prize in the 'guess-the-song' game and 2nd in cheering competition! WE ROCK! s1 rules. hahaha, but currently g3 rocks too! (:

i am tired, very very tired. but i still have homework to finish! last 2 questions of a maths, chinese li jie wen da and social studies workbook. hurhur. finish it by tonight? or do tommorrow i wonder.

hahah, talking to nikki and vera now. went for recess with the group of people sitting around me namely. grace, denise, nikki, saraniah and me. ah duh! and today also had dedication ceremony. we were all talking. and i pin badge for saraniah and she pin for me! we are SEC ONES! (: just being lame.

i shall be guai and do homework.

2006-01-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

kcuf kcuf.

i am fucking busy. had to stay in school until 6. i finished classes at 3.30 and then i went for sec one orientation campfire rehearsal. im exhausted. and i still have homework. i hate sec 3 life. sucks. i swear.

none of the biology information is going into my BRAIN! HELP! screw it. and the earliest time i can go home is 2pm. the latest is 4pm. plus CCA? DAMN. but i love my teachers, especially my chem teacher. hes damn funny. hope i survive this year.

sorry constance, cant join you this friday! ): i have sec one campfire. leading songs! for my lovely juniors. they darn cute!! (: SHIT, my eyes are closing and i still have my BIOLOGY HOMEWORK.

2006-01-03T18:16:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

its the first day of school!!

yes yes, i was sick ystd, i was down with stomach flu and gastric flu. BLEH. sucks like crap, i vommited and shatted a lot. but i felt much better yesterday night! yay to that! (:

i reached school on time! and i went around classes to look for classmates and everything. its kinda weird at how people dont recognise me and everything. some even say im pretty! CHOKES. DOUBLE CHOKES. DIE. hahhaa. even my aunties say so. and my korean fan auntie says i look like some korean girl! HELLO? AUNTIE! ARE YOU OKAY?!

ok but here a brief review of my teachers for the next 2 years. sigh!!

MS GOH WEE SUAN!
- my english teacher
- damn strict with tablet pc.

MS MAGATA JUNE!
- my co-form teacher!
- my elem. maths teacher!

MS PENNY ANG!
- my PE teacher!
- my add.maths teacher!

MDM KWAN!
- my chinese teacher!
- she says WAH PIANG all the time! funny!

MS LIM SUAT FONG!
- my form teacher!
- my biology teacher! shes damn chim! (:

MR CHOO!
- my chem teacher!
- havent taught me yet.

MS PHYLLIS PHAM!
- my geog teacher!
- for 3 years alr!! (:

MS AUDREY NEO!
- my history teacher!
- for 2 years alr! ((:

MS ESTHER LEONG!
- new teacher!
- my social studies teacher..

hmm, okok. busy day! got a bio essay to finish up!! 3g3 rocks! thanks charmaine for sending us all the classmates details. our class is SO BONDED! (:

2006-01-01T00:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006!

this year countdown sucks like crap. at mount faber? crap. so little people. and i was told last minute that faith, cons, charis, ben and dom were meeting at clarke quay for the countdown. oh well, too bad. mount faber had so little people! WHAT THE HELL! (:

2005-12-30T19:42:00.000+08:00

im back from camp and although sleeping for 5 hours, i still damn sleepy! ):

i didnt go for camp on the first day cos i had peer leading training. hmm, peer leading training was quite okays la. just that it was kinda boring with talks on peer pressure, school rules, self-esteem. BE GLAD THAT I STILL CAN REMEMBER IT!! (: and i got my peer leader collar pin and my teeshirt! so, next year secondary ones! all because of you, i have to stay back every wednesday i think to HELP YOU. hur. but thats my job. (:

went for camp after school on wednesday! had training to sing and i am ALTO! hahah, obvious! my voice so LOWW. haha xD and then went to changi village for kampong race! something like amazing race laa! hahah then my team consists of kenneth(team leader!), sherilyn(asst leader), charis, nicholas, joel, leon and benedict. yeah. we lost cos urm after we finished it we urm urm sat down at the food market to drink drinks la. yeah. so we ended up later then the other team but well, at least we had fun! then we had games like candle soccer, blindfold thingy. i hate that blindfold game cos faith molested me! she stuck out her hands and she accidentally touched me! OH MAN! hahaha. and candle shooting. it was damn fun! (: but i shall not elaborate more. im real tired and i want to go sleep soon.

but overall in terms of fun, i think last year's camp was more fun cos we were more engaged and like yeah it was fun. whereelse this year camp is like we totally slacked la, and they are A LOT A LOT OF LIZARDS. we saw one that is like FAT AND BLACK! EWWWW. maybe it dropped into like a pile of shit or something, WHY SO BLACK?! oh well.

but im praying for those people i invited to church to come, not because im desperate or anything. but sigh. its our church one year anniversary. we did a skit but the adults postponed it! DAMN! hahahah. oh well. new year in about a day, i want to spend it with him. HAIYO. (: im mad! YAY! XD constance composed a song. but sadly i can only remember the chorus and the last stanza so here goes;

boys do weird things,
some have nipple rings,
some spit on the floor,
and some just walk through the door.

they think that soccer is cool,
and they dont like to go to school.
and they like to say that one word,
MMAYBE MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE!! (:

shit i feel damn depressed now. i need to believe in my lord. daddy god help me forget about him and carry on with my life. i dont want to care anymore. i just want to SCREAM! here are my resolutions;

1. forget about him asap! and treat him as a good friend.
2. study hard for my last 2 years in crescent.
3. trust in the lord more and grow spiritually.
4. i just want to be loved by someone who loves me.

yay! i rock!

2005-12-27T20:19:00.000+08:00

i am just pure exhausted.

going for camp tommorrow after school at 1. i think i will faint. cos when i reach changi it will be the kampong race which lasts for 3hrs! DIE. but i believe it will be fun! but very little people went. sighh! ):

charis also only going tml, so SEE YOU THERE! (:

2005-12-26T12:16:00.000+08:00

today is the one year anniversary for the tsunami victims.

so in remembering them, i will promise i wont swear! i saw horrible pictures in the new paper today. like children with casts in their legs, and a girl had such deep wounds and it wasnt even taken care of. where had all our donations gone? whoever had the thought of taking it away, you could go slaughter yourself now.

i just realised something. last year, my mum actually suggested we go to the affected areas for holiday during the christmas season!! but last minute we decided not to. god's blessing! (: i shall pray for the victims, one year has passed and i believe emotionally they still cant take the suffering. sigh. pray okays?

i have thought about it. especially when they asked me that in which way do i like him? and i said i dont know. i really dont know. i just love him for who he is, even if he has bad points. we can always change him. i know im not desperate. cos i dont crave for guys that much, except him. i dont know why. maybe i am just mad.

2005-12-25T16:13:00.000+08:00

HURHUR. i am sort of on a "competition" with douglas to see which blog entry seems better. BUT BUT BUT! i'm SLEEPY! ok, never mind here i go!

yesterdayy;
i went to toa payoh damn damn freaking early. i was there at like 1.30 when we were supposed to be there at like what? 2? HUR. so i decided to grab a bite since i havent had lunch. i bought hamburger and cornsoup! from mos burger!! mm, yum! but before i actually started, darrell called me and said he and douglas was here. that was about urm 1.45? okok. yeah. it was kinda scary. cos i never seen both of them before. and i can say i never even knew darrell until today. HAHAHA. then we chatted for a while and chingto came with his MP3 PLAYER. HUR. followed by erwin, then i called jevon and we headed to the bus interchange to meet faith and the rest. when we met, faith decided to go to NTUC to buy junk food/drinks/whatever. hhaha. then we headed back to bus service 139. hahaa, while waiting. me and faith saw this woman at the other bus service! HER BUTT CRACK WAS LIKE ALL SHOWING. OMG. hilarious. boarded the bus.

nothing much happened on the bus actually, despite the fact that the TALL douglas had hardly any leg space! alighted the bus and walked to constances house. ok, then we sortta settled down and everything. watched clem play DOA for a while before i got bored. then we decided to go play street soccer. I CAN ASSURE YOU. GIRLS, NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER be a goalkeeper. at first i was taking care of belongings as i know that soccer was a guy's game. but i decided to help constance to be goalie. then after that she abandoned me! then that idiot CHAU CHINGTO kicked a ball so fast(well, to me. he said it isnt. HUR.) and i dumb dumb go block lor. so smart right? somemore use ONE HAND. ONE HAND TO STOP A FAST BALL. i must be out of my mind. yeah, and as expected. i heard a crack from my wrist and it hurt real bad. i fell on the floor. at first, i thought it wont be that bad. but until now which is approximately 24 hrs later. its hurts like rubbish. i cant really carry plastics bags. like very loose like that. scary HUR. okok. so we decided to stop. and darrell is real sweet! (: cos he accidentally kicked a ball at me. and i screamed(as usual) at him. then he apologised. hahaha.

as expected, the green bean was reluctant to say sorry (thats what constance said.) hahaha, he say sorry also wont make much of a difference. hahahah. ehh. went back to see faith and charis making cards oh well! so we kinda rotted for a while. then it was food time! as in HUR dinner. (:
lots of nice nice food. but i didnt really have the appetite. cos my hand hurts like crap.and darrell and jevon those skinny little pigs. they are 5kg lesser than me la. i cant believe it. then i believed. they only ate a PINCH of french fries and one or two cuttlefish/sotong balls. HUR. after that we decided to go to bowling and we played two games. my lane had me! constance! clement! charis! faith! douglas! and the other lane had erwin! darrell! jevon! uncle chee fong! dominic! chingto!. hahahha, this 2 games i played was good yeah! all abv 100, well, thats mentioning the machine being damn screwed up?! hahaha, but anyway, who cares? i got urm 117 for the 1st game and 107 for the 2nd! (: i rock! hahaha. just being egoisitic.

and i dont care but i have to mention that douglas pang wei jie bowls really loudly. he drops the ball like POW! and the whole floor shakes la! like hiroshima bombing. BOOM BOOM! but he did quite a good job la. hahaha. and jevon chandra bowls damn good. that idiot. 149! 149! HIS SCORE WAS 149. hurhur. he should go join bowling. (: then went back for the gift exchange. then chingto went home. hahaha, then we bathe and watched home alone. funny shit la! hahaha. excuse my language!! then after that we played circle of death. AGAIN! hahhaa, funny. like some of the NEW rules were;

1. whoever crosses their arms and put it on the table, has to drink one cup.
2. whoever burps, has to drink two.

hahahhaa, so many people burped what. HURHUR. i too lazy to describe la. i just know i was feeling real real cold cos my stomach was only filled with water, and the fan was right behind me! so i got a blanket and covered myself. i think the most that drank was darrell, douglas and faith i think. die, my com is kinda lagging, HAHAHHA. i try to finish it ok. cos i have to sleep and go for another xmas party at 6. i need to sleep! then we got tired and everyone ran to the toilet, there was only one! hahaha, constance vommitted and the whole place stank! well, of carrots and wad arh? i cant rmb. hahaha. then constance, charis, douglas and darrell played twister. i was the dice roller,. hahhaa, darrell and douglas were the only ones that got into awkward positions. hahahaha. then douglas won! hahaha. then after that we bitched talk about our schools/teachers. well, it all started cos of NANYANG. hahahaha. faith got hungry i think. so i cooked three maggi mees for them! see, im so nice! hahaha, i was bored la. so i might as well do so right? ok then after that we talked a bit and we slept. hahahah. thats was about 5+am.

today;
went to church feeling sleepy. oh well. but i didnt fall asleep! hahaha xD i will blog more about church tml okays?

i think i am meeting jane at JEC to go library to finish ALL OUR HOMEWORK! WHO WANTS TO COME?!?! call me/ sms me. (: shit, my wrist hurts. and CHERYL, I STILL OWE YOU ABOUT SEC ONE REPORTING DAY! TML OKAYS? MY WRIST HURTS LIKE SHIT. urm urm, i have to go sleep now. NIGHT/EVENING/AFTERNOON? i dont know. HAHAHA.

2005-12-24T11:12:00.000+08:00

yay! today is CHRISTMAS EVE! (:

turned out that chingto can come in the end. haha. so charis say her house will be full of hwachong essence! BUAHAHAHAH.

2005-12-23T15:05:00.000+08:00

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, BOYS AND GIRLS(especially douglas and jevon.)

PLEASE TAKE NOTE THAT TOMMORROWS XMAS PARTY MEETING TIME HAS BEEN CHANGED FROM 5.30pm to 2pm AT THE TOA PAYOH BUS INTERCHANGE NEAR BUS SERVICE NUMBER ONE THREE NINE. I WILL BE THERE EARLY IF I CAN SO PLEASE LOOK OUT FOR ME. IT IS NEAR TOA PAYOH MRT. PLEASE BRING CLOTHES FOR THE SLPOVER LIKE SHIRT AND SHORTS. NO JEANS UNLESS YOU WANT TO SUFFOCATE AND DIE. LIKE DIE. AND PLEASE REMEMBER TO BRING YOUR EXCHANGE GIFT THAT IS BELOW $5. NO WASTE PRODUCT PLEASE. AND BRING DVDS/FOOD THAT YOU WANT. FOOD IS PROVIDED BUT I MEAN IF YOU WANT THERE IS ALWAYS EXTRA! HAHAHAHA. THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS. HERE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO ARE CONFIRMED GOING TO THE PARTTAAY.

SO IF YOU LOST YOUR WAY, PLEASE CALL ME AT 96755808. SO DOUGLAS, BETTER CONFIRM WITH ME FIRST. COS YOU DONT HAVE A CELLPHONE. AND I WILL BE WEARING A SHIRT AND FBTS SO LOOK OUT FOR ME! OR THE OTHERS. OK, BASICALLY THE SHORTEST ONE AMONG A GANG OF PEOPLE.

me.
faith.
constance.
charis.
renee.
benedict.
dominic.
kenneth.
justin.
veronica.
darrell.
jevon.
douglas.
erwin.
and some more i think. i dont know.

YAY! ITS GOING TO BE FUN! I AM TYPING IN CAPS COS ITS COOL. HAHA, I AM BEING LAME. CAN ALL OF YOU GO AND WHACK CHAU CHINGTO PLEASE. THANKS. YOU NEED EXPLAINATION? TELL ME. I WILL EXPLAIN TO YOU EVERY DETAIL. COS HE IS LAZY, HE IS BROKE, AND HE THINKS THE PARTY IS TOO LATE. WOW. SO AMAZING. (:

i think if he reads this, im doomed. i am so so dead. wow.

2005-12-22T17:16:00.000+08:00

today is some kind of chinese day called dong zhi, which is also known as winter solitice. it is like the start of winter i think. but i mean, in singapore? will there be any winter? sadly, no. whee, imagine if winter actually existed in spore? so fun! all the snowballs! AH BISH! hahaha.

yesterday was damn funny! hahaha, i was talking with constance and charis. and constance was telling me how much she hate boys. then she asked erwin to join. and then is like funny shit! hahaha, heres a part of it. she sort of doodled this on her paper.

`erwin wan is scary shit
` he loves elmo.

hahha, and we concluded in a way that erwin likes dark purple and he is gay cos elmo is not a girl and he loves elmo and elmo loves him too. and he is a gymnast. so he is a CHINESE gymnast. damn hilarious! (: tonight my family is preparing steamboat. so i made tang yuan! (: and i washed cockles and veggie. the cockles stink i tell you. i think they are all dead. MATI.

haha he called me ystd! (: I ROCK. hahaha, cos i got quite a lot of people to come for the xmas party. I SO TOTALLY ROCK. nono, PEBBLES sorry. HAHAHA. i got chingto, chingto's friend(not erwin), jevon, douglas. I TOTALLY ROCK! hahahhaa. being so egoistic. tsk, sherilyn! slap yourself. POW.

2005-12-21T19:39:00.000+08:00

hahaha. pure madness!

2005-12-21T19:38:00.001+08:00

the ROOT BEER FLOAT (:

2005-12-21T19:38:00.000+08:00

my new nike shoes! (:

IMPORTANT!

2005-12-21T14:17:00.000+08:00

hey hey! i have to rush my homework after this so bear with me again arh. urm..

date; 24-25th december.
meeting time; 5.30pm at toa payoh MRT.
venue; constance's house

this is a xmas party yeah. so if you guys want to come MUST MUST MUST call/sms me okays? so far urm this few people are confirmed going;

1. me!
2. faith.
3. constance.
4. charis.
5. dominic.
6. benedict.
7. veronica.
8. kenneth.
9. justin.
10. nicholas.

yeah, and there are more people but they arent confirmed i think like urm jevon, chingto, chingto's eh desperate friend, erwin, and my church friends' friends. yeah. so it will be a hell good time! hahaha. so if you want to come cos you are BORED at home. sms/call me okays! (:
i mean of course it will be fun! me and constance are the MCs. hahahaa. (:

and if you want, there is a youth camp from the 27th - 30th which is ULTRA FUN I ASSURE YOU. so, if you want. please leave a tag on my board and i will forward you the email(: WHEE. THIS IS SO GOING TO BE FUN! (:

2005-12-20T19:29:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK! haha. i am eating my dinner as i'm typing. so bear with me(:

day one;
there was a terrible jam even before reaching the checkpoint at singapore. cos of some idiotic traffic policeman. i can assure you my dad sweared like a million times. so imagine the tense situation i was in. HAHA. crossed the singapore checkpoint and my mum had to go weewee. so she told us to go ahead first. it was fast moving and my mum couldnt catch up. so she ran for about three quarters a mile? haha, funny! headed on and stopped at A&W to eat. for your own info, it has vanished from the surface of singapore so yeah. and i had root beer FLOAT! yay! haha, there was a sports store there and i bought my nike sport shoes which i am going to wear next year for only RM149. real cheap la! and i bought an adidas handbag which is grey! (: reached genting at about 4 and stayed at theme park hotel. shortly after that we went to the arcade with my parents. its sort of like the TAPZ system in singapore but it sucks seriously. singapore rocks better i tell you. had dinner at the korean restaurant and i ate their set meal which was only RM40 but there was like lots of kimchi and beef. its was ultra good! if you ever go genting you MUST MUST MUST MUST go there. upload pictures later. went back to the hotel and rested. ate char kway teow for supper! (:

day two;
went to the outdoor theme park the next morning which was free! well, it was part of a package i think! took lots of rides. and the flying coaster rocks yo! hahaa. well, i think that is the only thing that rocks. but you have to pay RM10 to ride it. WHEE. haha. it was drizzling or whatever cos we were in a cloud. my freaking hands were freezing. and i couldnt feel anything. pure numbness. headed for lunch to eat tze cha which was yum! especially the tom yum soup! went for bowling at RM5 per game and seriously the balls suck! its is like so UN-smooth so the it cant roll well but i got a 90 for the first game. (: went shopping and bought a padini top! ate at burger king which was YUMYUMYUM! i mean of course MUSHROOM SWISS(: watched chronicles of narnia. i shall not explain further cos urm urm urm i dont want to spoil your excitement. ahhaa. its a great show though. i then bought take away pizza from pizza hut and at the same time bought presents for faith, constance and charis. its kinda cheap though. didnt have much money with me. sorry. went back and finished one pan pizza on my own(:

day three;
i skipped breakfast and had lunch at the cafe. which was quite good. and i ate lots and lots of roast lamb which was mmmmmmyum! well, that kinda explains why i put on so much weight. i then strolled outside and watched king kong which was kinda horrid. the screenplay was pretty bad yeah. and uurm it was a three hour show. i then shopped more and ate at pizza hut(: and then walked around and ate baskin robbins. this day i didnt really do much cos i was real tired. but i slept at 3am though. hahaha, weird me. ate asam laksa for supper. packed my bag and my ippod battery went flat.

day four what can i say? the trip home? hahaha. it was quite fun too! with occasional smses from bored people who has to pay 60 cents for that msg. HAHAHAHA. but heres some good news. i bought 50 packs of chewing gum and 3 of bubble gum. bubble gum EXPENSIVE ARHH! (:

2005-12-16T18:18:00.000+08:00

a part of me is dying.

i've packed my bag, and i'm leaving. bye.

ilikeyou.

2005-12-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

i cried real bad yesterday. i hate myself.

angst.

2005-12-14T17:34:00.000+08:00

today went out with my primary school friends. well, not many! bleh, sucks. i met siyi and biran at bukit batok mrt. then we headed to bukit gombak and ate at the mcdonalds nearby! well, im on a diet, so yep, just chicken mcnuggets(FATTY!). then headed back to the control tower at bukit gombak and saw yvonne!! she transfered from hua yi to singapore sports school! so cool la! and like in the sports school urm they stay over at school! so cool! (:

then saw tiam kwee and his two friends. namely leonard and i dont know the other one. hahaa, not my primary school friends la those two. then we went ahead and walked to CDANS to bowl! hahaa, its damn hilarious. cos we keep on bullying siyi that she like chingto. hahaha, then after that we said ehh, no. she likes honcheong. ehh, no, she like stanley! hahaha, damn funny! then me and biran concluded that she has three lovers. honcheong, stanley and chingto. then we bowled and talked. turned out that the people that were supposed to come in the end didnt. sad lah! then me and biran looked at tiam kwee. then cos now tiam kwee is like darker. so me and biran were like ehhhhh, doesnt he look a bit like chingto! hahaha, damn damn hilarious. then after that i saw siyi and tiam kwee stare at each other, not angrily, LOVINGLY. GASPS! hahaha, then we were like....ooh! shoot lightning arhh! hahaha.

theres more to laugh about but i dont wish to elaborate. hahaha, i wore my contacts of course! and tiam kwee was like WHO ARE YOU? hahaha, i stomped his feet. he should be glad i didnt punch him. hahaha, and then my highest score for bowling was 80 something. still very suck but improving! yay! hahaha, i want to go bowling again! who want to go bowling with me! i'm so dead. havent finish my homework! let me see how much i have left;

english;
- 3 diary entries
- 6 newspaper articles
- 1 composition

maths;
no more! i did it! (:

chinese;
- 6 more gan xiangs!
- 2 compos.

sigh, i am trying to finish up my chinese by this weekend cos i am going to genting and my dad doesnt allow me to bring it along. sigh! i must do urm 2 gan xiangs today! must must. (: i watched korean drama ystd until 4am. hahahaa, and i used up my tissue box! i cried and cried. its so sweet la. and sad too. the guy is handsome, the girl is pretty! sigh, maybe tonight i will watch again! on my tablet, sigh, it took up 6GB of my space la. better get rid of it soon!!

damn, maybe cos of ystd. my stupid nose is blocked!! helpp! xD

2005-12-13T18:04:00.000+08:00

YAY YAY YAY! i got my contacts! one year's supply!! (:

2005-12-13T12:19:00.000+08:00

the back of the cards! can you spot my liquid paper? i will give you 10 cents! (:

2005-12-13T12:17:00.000+08:00

the front of my christmas card! a bit blurred tho. (:

2005-12-13T12:06:00.000+08:00

sigh. i stayed up REAL REAL late yesterday. to finish up christmas cards! you guys must forgive me okays? i dont want to spend money to buy xmas cards so, i made my own! hehe!! (:

sigh, i slept happily ystd though! hee, i will not tell why! lets have a christmas countdown! if i am not wrong, starting from tml, there are 11 more days to christmas! yay!! (: feel like changing my blogskin, but i still cant get the hang of resizing my pictures! xD i will show you the picture i edited later using hello(a programme which i used to post pictures?)hahaha. and a preview of my christmas cards! if you want one, must tell me okay! :]

2005-12-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

i shall not be so obsessed anymore. sigh, such a relief. i shall just let nature takes it course. everyone PUT YOUR HANDS TOGETHER to be glad with me. i decided once and for all! had quite a good talk with jane today. sigh, having a boyfriend isnt very important actually. i mean like come on! i still got like a LONG LONG WAY TO GO before i even get hitched(or maybe not!) so why bother.

i will just focus on my studies and do my parents proud. well, if it actually happens, then i will consider again. MUST not be rash in my decision. cos many of my friends say relationships are tiring. so hehe. i very lazy. xD yay! me and constance are planning a xmas party! its going to be fun FUN FUN! but we still dont have a location yet. SIGH.

anybody wants to go? the date and location not confirmed yet but i ASSURE YOU. confirmed fun! cos it will be fun? ahhaha, cos me and constance will be the MCs. sms me okay? MUST MUST MUST. OH MY GAWD. I KANA AGAIN! THIS TIME IS BY MY idiot friend, the trusty old, jane kuan.

5 random/weird things about me. SHERILYN KHOO.

1. i tend to fart (well, its nature!)
2. i am very LOUD. as in talking, loud. YES.
3. i dont know a lot of guys. only those from church and some schools.
4. ok, this is random. i am planning a xmas party with constance(:
5. I HAVENT FINISH MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.

omg, i had better not get any of this EVER again. i shall not pass it on. it is so FCUKING irritating. i cannot stand it anymore. i did it like twice alr!! pffts!

2005-12-11T18:46:00.000+08:00

Santa, Can You Hear Me - Britney Spears
Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me...

I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off and just sent this
I know exactly what I want this year
Santa can you hear me...

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me
Someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (Maybe, maybe)
He'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

We'll be all alone under the mistletoe.

for once, britney spears songs relates to me. hahahaha. i must be out of my mind. THWANG-. sigh, i am confirmed going to genting next saturday to monday. sigh, means i will miss church again. today, my mum last min changed church and decided to go to her old church, without telling me! so i woke up at like 945 and i had the shockof my life. i looked at my phone, and there was a message from constance. 'sher, are you coming?' ok, i practically freaked out and screamed at my mum. but somehow i ended up in jurong church, listening to chinese service. gasps! my mum will be bringing my brother there for the nexxt couple of weeks to learn chinese. wth, thankfully, i can still go to citivision on my own. whew.

yay! christmas is coming soon. i asked a few people, some wants like really expensive stuff, some just dont know. hahaha, i also dont really know leh. i know i want him! hahaha, i'm mad. oh oh oh! i want a digital camera too! and one year's supply of contacts! (: yayyayyay! hahaha. will blog tml. I WANT TO GO SHOPPING! WHO WANTS TO GO WITH ME!

2005-12-10T16:36:00.000+08:00

i had the most amazing discovery ystd. well, this information was told to me by fidelia, faith's sister. i cant believe i didnt know this! xD hahaa, but i dont really believe it though. hahah.

Las Vegas, NV - Kitschy American Idol Star William Hung, famous for his botching of Ricky Martin’s “She Bangs,” was found dead yesterday, apparently of an intentional heroin overdose. The announcement of his death sent shockwaves to the tens of people who still found him funny.

you can get the rest to the article here. my parents just told me that we may be going up to genting next week. sigh, ive been there like thrice alr. tsk. and i have to go back to school on the 22nd for sec one reporting day thing. cos im a peer leader. tsk. and then i must go back again on the 27 and 28. for MORE peer leader training. sigh. but but but thats when the youth camp is! so i was thinking that i will miss the first day, or if possible i go there and go back to school again. but so lei chey. cos the place is like at CHANGI. sigh. i pray daddy god has plans for me larh! (:

tsk, my ipod battery is like something wrong i think. its like very fast depleted larh. like 5 hours time? hahaha, maybe cos its nano. i must find out the batt can last..sigh. yay! i have like 370 songs in my poddy pod pod alr!! xD sigh, school is starting SO SO SOON! i'm kinda excited though like who my teachers will be and everything. and like the subjects are quite different like that. but on second hand, the thought of having to wake up early everyday.........SUCKS. see, everything has its pros and cons. hahhaa. sigh. church tml. yay! (:

i feel like changing my email. but its so much of a hassle to add people again. sigh. but this is wad i have brainstormed ystd night.

- fotografitti@hotmail.com
- drownedinlife@hotmail.com
- neverbeenloved@hotmail.com

hahhaa, but i still heart heart the first one. hahaha, thinking about that....my current email sucks! hahahaha. but i mean who cares? urmmm, me? hahahaa, lame! (:

2005-12-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

i have been away at my cousin's house. supposed to stay one night to help her with maths. like maths crash course like that. i stayed for two nights. hahaa, but it was fun! i played halo on the xbox. please la, the first mission is so scarrrryy. the aliens come out of nowhere. i was playing multiplayer with my cousin's brother, desmond which is also my COUSIN. haha. lame. i very blur dont know where to go. so he keep swearing at me. heres a sample of how dumb i am.

'go there la! follow me faster! the aliens coming!!'
'huh?where?HELPPPPPPP!'
'you are such a fucking idiot la, faster!'
'i am trying!'
'WRONG WAY WRONG WAY! YOU ARE GOING BACKWARDS! HERE!'
'where????'
'FUCK YOU LA.'

then he restarted the game. hes damn vulgar. MUCH VULGAR THAN MY BROTHER. ok, i am not exaggerating or whatever. but if he missed the alien while sniping? he shouts damn bloody fucking hell! ok, and not suprisingly he shouts that every second or so. but i have to admit he is pro at it and screaming. he gets you involved too. so sooner or later, i do the same as him. well, but not as bad la. ahahaha. after that i gave up cos i totally sucked at it. and i went to watch MTV (: hahaa. hahaha, the show boiling points is hilarious like shit. ahhahaa. sorry if this post is vulgar but hahaa. all i can say is sorry? hahaha.

i want to go and stayover, but my parents dont allow. sigh. how depressing. i need more music in my poddy pod pod. anyone can intro more songs/artist? (:

2005-12-07T11:32:00.000+08:00

Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger
Always in my mind
The days they went cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me

[I just want you to know that i have been fighting to let you go
Some days I will make it through, and then theres nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that theres a day you will come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again, just want you to know]

All the doors are closing
I am trying to move my head
And deep inside
I wish it was me instead
My dreams are empty from the day
The day you slipped away

[chorus]

That since I lost you, I lost myselfI know I cant fake it, theres no one else

this song is awesome! backstreet boys - just want you to know! kept on hearing it in my ipod! (: just found out my dad paid about $320 for my 2GB ipod. sigh, sorry dad. (: my birthday is over, and thats why i am going to teach my cousin later. at 1. bleh, i think i am tired. hee, i slack la. whee. bring my poddy pod pod! (: ok, fine, thats the name of my ipod. hahaha. maybe will blog later.

2005-12-06T22:53:00.001+08:00

my piglet pouch! (:

2005-12-06T22:53:00.000+08:00

my pencilbox! (: cute!

2005-12-06T22:52:00.001+08:00

my wallet from myuk! (:

2005-12-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

my black ipod nano! (: